I miss my home...

Been away from home since last wednesday, 21st Oct. Sebab ada convo. Then on Sunday pergi rumah my aunt at Tiara Faber and then the next day balik Terengganu with her. Maybe i'll stay here til 12th Nov. Lots of things to do. Last Friday & Saturday, i cari baju for tunang & nikah. I really like the kain. Both are nice & simple. Pastu on Sunday, i bought the make up set for hantaran. Ya Allah...sumpah tak sabar nak pakai!

So now saya sedang berholiday at Terengganu...ah...very relaxing! Masa kat KL langsung tak dapat tidur yang selesa & puas. Dah la tidur lambat, lepas tu bangun awal. Tomorrow we're going for a swim at the beach. Budak kecik ni ponteng sekolah. Mentang2 dah habis exam.

Wish Adah & Awie were here...teringat masa bercuti sama2 dulu masa Pian ada jugak. =)

It's just hard to express myself...

I'm stress right now due to the fact that lots of things need to be prepared. Yes, i do admit that sometimes i am complicated, can't make decision quickly and not that very talkative person. But people also need to know that i know what i want. Its just that, sometimes it's hard to find the one that you really really want and that it could makes you satisfied with it. Yes, i do not know certain things coz everything sometimes was being prepared and decided by my mom. And sometimes you need to realize, i can't be like the person that you want me to be. Everyone is different. Doesn't mean when i am quiet, i am a blur person or dumb.

My convo day is today! I couldn't sleep yet.Need to wake up early in the morning...around 5 a.m. I am so proud of myself. Thank you so much to my family, Suffian, my lecturers and everyone for helping me with my study, for given me advices, supporting me, etc. Really appreciate it.

My friend Fara got ANC with a 1st class degree... Jealousnya!!! I however only managed to get 2nd class upper. Tapi beryukurlah jugak....Alhamdulillah.

Bbuurpp! Ah...

• Went to Cold Storage for Pian's groceries today...

• Ate lunch at Sushi King. We had Chicken Curry set (nyummy), pastu saya sangat suka makan seasoned jellyfish & seasoned scallop (my GOD it was really nyummy too!) and banyaklah lagi order yang lain2...puasnya sebab dah lama tak makan sushi.hehe.

• Malamnya makan dinner kat umah uncle Pian sebab uncle dia nak gi haji. Ya Allah...lagi bertambah-tambah la lemak ini. Makan nasi ape tah dengan ayam masak merah, acar & satay yang gemok-gemok belaka...chomp chomp...

• Pastu balik, makan chocolate ice-cream pulaakkk...

• Imagine berapa banyak lemak yang berjaya dikumpul? Or maybe sebab hari itu bakal mendatang.Tu yang makan banyak!

• Yay Arsenal scored 3-1 against Birmingham C. =)

I hate group interview. Today is my 1st time doing a group interview. I think it's not fair sebab i mula-mula ditanya a question regarding customer la like what will i do if i face with a customer yang tak puas hati. Dahla men jawab je mcm tak teratur jawapan i then the interviewer asked the SAME question to the guy sitting next to me. Of cos la dia jawab lagi teratur like ikut step and mestilah dia boleh pikir jawapan apa yang i tak mentioned. F lah!

Totally not fair!

Then tadi the interviewer called me asking siapa nama budak laki tu sebab dia lupa. Pastu dia mentioned that that guy tak dapat sebab dia takde degree...

I might get this job. Futhermore, it'll be in JB. So, Hurray! Tapi tak dapat jumpa Pian =/ Tapi kalo kerja KL lagi leceh.

I don't know why my english berterabur harini. Biasa kalo time interview okay je. Maybe sebab buat dua orang serentak kot. Pian kata "Tula padan muka...berlagak lagi".

=/

I bukan berlagak mana pun. Its just that budak semalam graduate uni yang memang guna bahasa masa belajar so cam kesianla kan sebab diorg kena usaha lebih untuk polish english diorg compared to uitm students yang memang belajar guna english. tu je. Hm, Pian ni nak kena,pandai nak kenakan orang balik. Biasa ni!

So,what's been happening?

• OMG! Stephen Gately is dead???! I couldn’t believe my eyes when I read the news on Newspaper. He’s only 33 years old. I still remember the day when I used to adore him and put posters of him at the back of my door. =/

• I finally got the cert after attending the pre-wed course yo!
  The course was fun. Really. Because the penceramah was really funny but some are dead bored. Summore, they talk about some *ehem ehem* things. Euw…but you need to take note on that cos it’s very important. So in 3 months time from my wedding date nanti, I had to prepare lots of documents. Like doing the HIV test, find two saksi, then go for interview (yes, interview people!), and banyak la lagi kena isi borang itu ini. Pening dah. Talking bout responsibilities.

• My school friends came for raya yesterday. =/ I feel bad cos I didn’t have the chance to beraya to their houses. If only I have my own transport, it would be easy.

• Oh, I got two interviews i.e. on Wednesday (today) & Thursday. Gila nervous. And Fitri, ( Pai’s husband) called me just now to asked whether I’m still interested to work with the bank for operation position. The interview will be next week. So now it’s like I’ll have to be in KL this week & next week and then have to stay longer cos 24th is my convo day. Lamanya duk KL.

• On Sat. night, I had dinner with his family. We had seafood. Em..cedapya!
  Pian already picked the design for the card. Funny thing is, he choose the same design that I like. I still don’t know yet on what color it should be.

• Mom let me choose some shawls that Sultanah gave her. Banyaaakkk…I picked two. One black & one green which is VERY nice! His mom gave me some nice brooch. Em..macam perli je *wink wink*. Eh, terasa pulak.

• I wish I could ace the dance like Beyonce’ did during the MTV music award. The choreography was awesome! (teringat zaman-zaman jadi cheerleader dulu).
  

Kembali dalam proses menjadi panda yang comel!

Ahahahah…

Hm, apa yang sudah terjadi selepas raya?

- His dad bawa I gi amik darah untuk check whether I ada talasemia/not. Pian yang nak tahu sangat sebab dia ada. So, on Thursday morning I gi Puteri Specialist. Ya Allah, aku mati2 la ingat dia cucuk hujung jari. Rupanya, Kat lengan ANDDDDD 1 tiub tu!!!!!!!!!Effingnya!!!!!!!!! That’s the 1 st time in my whole life pergi amik darah. Tangan punyala sejuk sebab takut. Bukan takut apa,tapi takut kalo sakit!!! =/ Masa dia amik tu I tengok je his dad and listen to what he says. Dia cakap2 pun sebab nak keep me distracted. Well, it helps. But masa jarum dah cucuk kat lengan, I dapat rasa then his dad cakap ‘Ah muka dah kemek’. Heheh I just takut kalo sakit. The whole people kat lab tu tahu yang I ni bakal menantu dia, his dad le yang kecoh2. Pastu 1 of the nurse cakap habis la awak dapat bapak mertua macam ni. Eheh. I know…Well, whatever it is the amik darah thing was a nice experience. I tak tahu what my blood type is. So his dad suruh nurse tu check kan sekali.

To Suffian,tanganku ini berlubang & lebam keranamu tau x. F! Nasib tak sakit sangat. Serunut apanya? Tipu i..

- Petangnya, his dad call and beritahu dia dah amik kan borang untuk kursus kahwin. So malam nanti dia nak datang umah suruh I isi sekali sebab esoknya dia nak hantarkan borang tu. Dahla dia call petang, kelam kabut petang tu jugak I gi amik gambar pakai tudung sebab dalam borang tu nak gamba bertudung. Malam tu macam biasa la kan, setiap kali dorg berjumpa apa lagi, duk berbincang laa…So, the kursus me and Pian kena pergi is on 10& 11/10.