That's a..what is that?!

Today, I checked my eyes . Hm, I have to wear a spectacle now. My vision is blur. Sometimes I can’t read/see clearly for example like my officer’s name in front of their rooms. My friend could. So I thought there’s something wrong with my eyes. Ah well, lagi pon since kat UiTM lg when I’m having a class at the lecture theater, I couldn’t read the words on the screen. I have to think like a minute or two of what is the word. Masa pergi check mata tadi with Pian, the guy tunjuk a big E at the screen, its blur. Lepas dia letak kanta, baru nampak a clear E. Hm huruf yg kecik2 lagi lah. An O I say G, while N I say H.

Hah! Tu lah dulu nak sangat pakai spec.

Pian bought me a Starbuck's 2009 planner. It doesn't disappoint me since its cover is leather.Nice...Sometimes i do loves to write though.

Harini dating xbuat apa.Hantar adik dia wat rambut,makan,gi Starbuck,jalan2 cari perfume,makan lagi,amik adik dia blk then he send me home before 6. The inside of me was saying wth,it's still early. Selalu malam baru blk. Hm,tapi kene blk jugak. So went home with a straight face. Bosan.

I'M GONNA MISS MY CURLY HAIR TODAY. Esok,tiada lagi rambut curl yg pjg menawan. Bye2. I might not curl my hair again. So its kinda sad...Huhu.Esok rambutku akan straight semula! I like it but sometimes leceh nak jaga.

Kereta mungkin akan dapat dalam masa terdekat ni or maybe not. I don't know when. Tapi bila bawak kat bukit, i'm still not expert at it.Macam mana la nak drive gi kerja. =/

Oh and the car is not mine. Double sad.

Shake your leg

Hohoho…Merry Christmas everyone.

It’s nice that it is a holiday tomorrow. This week, many people in the office took annual leave and continued until Friday. So, by Friday there won’t be many people around.I can online dengan senang hati w/o having to cover up. =p

My online routine includes:

1.Checking my mail early in the morning
2.Visit the Facebook & Friendster
3.Blogging
4.UiTM’s student portal
5.Downloading music
6.Downloading a new version for pretty much everything on my pc

Urm, therefore my work can be postponed or at least buat slow2...tehee

Cejuknya

No wonder it's freezing cold! It's 24 degrees Celcius outside plus the air-cond is on plus..it's raining heavily now.Buurr...

The sun hasn't come out since morning.

My work in the office banyak yg amat. Right now,ada 4file di atas meja-A 12months punya invoices to be review by me,cari any mistakes.Mataku juling.I bet by the end of this training,i'll be wearing a spec!

Sayang will be back here tonight.Yey!

Lay your hands on me

I’m crazily missing my baby now. Cepatlah cuti!!! Cepatlah hari Khamis so that we could date the whole day and I could get my hair straightening back! Rimas dah nih…

I've been REJECTED

I want a handsome bf with lot's of money and everything...

That's what most of the people i knew hoping for. I mean, what's with the face? You nak couple dengan org just for their look and money? I bukanlah nak mengata apa but honestly,i am grateful for what i have now and been lucky all this while.

First things that makes me fall in love with my sweetest bf now is because of his heart and the way he treat me.The way he cares of me and listen to my problems. We've known each other like a year at that time and we've never met (during that 1year time),never seen each other and don't even know how's he look like. He always be there for me. Somehow after i met him and we were working together for our cafe,i started to fall in love with him because of the attention he gave to me which is kinda special than everyone else.

So that's why i love him. He changed me to be a better person and always motivate me to focus on my study. He's the reasons why i continue to study. He helps me a LOT. So basically we're not just 'in love',we've helped each other in so many things. We both rely on each other. That's what i love in this r/ship.

I thought that everyone should find the reasons why they fall in love. Other than the physical reason. Because from what i experienced, it won't last long if you just wanna have fun or just wanna have a bf to show off to. Before this pun while i'm with other guys,w/pon tak sehensem yg sekarang, i've never complained about it. Because it's not the face i'm looking for bila nak couple,i'm finding a true love. I mean yeah memanglah sometimes looks is important,tapi bila i dah dapat yg memang betul2 dapat jaga hati i and all that,itu dah cukup dah. So,what i saw is that,my friends do have a bf who cares bout them and he really loves her.Crazily love her tapi yg gfnya pula nak lebih,ada r/ship with other guys and dok mengutuk bf tak handsome. I kesian tgk bf diorg yg dah sacrifice mcm2. Mcm not worth it apa yg dia dah buat.

So,appreciatelah your bf yg dah try so hard on everything.Kalau betul dia tak syg lg,dah lama dia angkat kaki.Betul tak?
For what i have now,this all a luck for me. I should learn to love myself & others more...

On an unrelated story,my topic on 'THE IMPACT OF EXCHANGE RATE VOLATILITY ON INTERNATIONAL TRADE FLOWS' has been rejected by my dear lecturer.Hahaha...kene car tajuk lagih!Haih.

Unite

I guess luck was never on my side.

Not even an hour after I get to know my result, I was sad that I couldn’t get a DL. Why? By now the only thing that came to my mind was the lecturer’s nagging on why we have to strive harder and that a 1mark on your quizzes and bla3 has a meaning. Now only I realize how badly I performed on certain subject. Why I wasn’t given a chance to at least for once to merasa a DL? Sigh.

Ah, at least I could show this off to other people (My families-the aunts of course) so that they could finally realize that I got some brain in my head. I’m not stupid. Asyik nak merendahkan aku aje. Aku teruk pon masa dip aje lah!!! Dah degree pon masih nak pandang rendah kat aku nih & says ‘eh, tak habis belajar lagi? Lamanya’. From dip.accountancy to degree in business course would take an extra semester okay. Bukan aku bengap sebab extand.Pleaselah.

I hate to see that all this people love to look down on me and of course to others. There’s this one guy who has such a loving and peaceful family, they never look down on their nieces and other people. Such a decent family and of course always had fun together.

Ah well, one day if my prayer will be answered, I will be joining them too. =)

Aku sedang bermimpi...

Bwahahaha...

3.49??

I couldn't imagine i could get this! First thing that comes out of my mouth was a BIG laugh-i don't know why...I'm all excited! A laugh? Kelakarkan..I thought i'm gonna cry.

Tapi aku sakit hati (Sebenarnya salah sendiri jugak) that diorg tak addkan lg 1 point or else round up the figure ke..bagilah aku chance nak dapat Dean List! Ceh! Kedekut betollah...

Eeee..aku sangat excited. I'm gonna celebrate this. I'm gonna give myself a present for this hardwork.

Due date: 5th January 2009

I have to e-mail my topic for my thesis to the lecturer to know whether the topic that I choose is okay so that a research could be done. My friend’s topic has already been rejected. The lecturer want us to find a topic which is not simple i.e. COMPLICATED and has never been done by our seniors. AKU GILA!!!

What’s a complicated topic should I choose then?

I'm Scared!

My aunts and their kids are here yesterday. Balik dari kerja, I took a test drive on her new car. It’s Grand Livina…nice and the driver seat is comfy lah. Then, mereka memasak big clam (I forgot the Malay name, it’s rather weird. I bet u guys never heard of it too.Or is it just me) and mussels dimakan bersama-kicap,sos cili bawang putih,lada hijau,bawangs-that’s it I guess. It’s fun to eat ramai-ramai. It tastes great!

Lagi berapa hari aje result last semester nak keluar…Nervousnyaaaaa. I hope:-
1.To pass all the papers I took (I’ve never failed any paper. But still TAKOTT)
2.To get as many As & Bs
3.To get a Dean List (Hm, I’m not sure bout this. Tapi kalau dapat… =D)

Wish me LUCK!

Today, I was woken up by the ringing of my phone. It’s my sayang. Haih tak pernah-pernah call. He said sorry for not answering my called last night. Huh? Am I dreaming right now?

Happy!

Last two nights also he rings me at 3 something in the morning. Saying how badly he misses me. Haha...what’s got into him, I don’t know. But I like it. Sweet.

I’ve been so damn lazy since got back to JB. I wish I was in Segamat or somewhere away from home. Hari-hari tidur and makan aje. The progress on thesis is zero. Haven’t even finished reading my journals and what’s more, backup topic pun takde incase my current topic would be rejected.

10 more days to go before sayang head back home. I’m all excited!

Wet,wet,wet

In office today

You know what I did? We help to prepare table for a farewell party to Sam since tomorrow is his last day here. Had an awesome meal this afternoon (nasi jagung?,daging rendang,ayam masak merah,kuah dhal, some sandwiches, fruits and a blueberry cake). I ate a lot! And after that…cleaning all the plates being used to put the lauk. Membasuh di dalam toilet punya sinki and I managed to get my black velvet pointed toe shoes soaking wet at the front!Ini lah kerja-kerja extra that i have to do..=/

Someone wants to get to know me? Hoho..kelakarnya.

I looooove her!

That super hot Brazilian supermodel...

Think twice before you want to go nuts & get irritated!

Well, after one week of training, I could say that it was hm..okay lah since at our department, there’s not much of work to be done. Lagipun now it is at the end of the year. But they say that kerja akan banyak masa awal tahun. So, maybe I would be busy and exhausted early next year. Haha… Now my work is only key in some data into excel and editing a power point presentation for the top officer –my supervisor (he’s one of the Penolong Kanan Pengarah Kastam) to be presented to other people. It was useful for me since now I get to discover some of the creative way to be used to form good slides. Haha…now only I know. I am sure he would be impressive of my work. I left my pendrive and a note saying that I’ve done mywork since he has to attend a meeting with the Pengarah and it’s already 5p.m. – time to went back home. Today, we went to the gym (located at level 5) to take a look at the condition (after office hour). We (me & Wani-my coursemate) decided to go to the gym after office hour like maybe for an hour. But I don’t know yet when to start. Maybe this Friday.

Today, Pian was enjoying himself at Sunway Lagoon with a free ticket for all parks. Tak ke jealous aku? Well, dia salah seorang yang organize the activity for the exec. He sure had fun there without me…=/

If you wanna do some business with another person which is the supplier, do learn the supplier’s way of doing business and make sure you pay him back on time. Kalau almost 1-2 weeks delay payment, boleh lingkup business orang. Pikirlah sikit. Dahlah I yang jadi orang tengahnya. I don’t mind. Tapi bila orang ajar, orang tegur janganlah kecik hati. You are the one who have to make a plan before making order. Lagipun awal-awal dah ajar macam mana nak buat ini itu. I’m not mad. I’m just reminding that person. In the end, I tak dapat apa-apa pun. All the money goes to the suppliernya. Not me. All I dapat ialah pening kepala nak mintak orang bayar cepat and pening kepala nak terangkan pada suppliernya the situation of that person and of course CREDIT AKU HABIS…Itu yang aku tanggung. Yang orang lainnya, enjoy dapat profit! Hurrah…

Guess?

I'm in the office right now..hohoho..

I got the password to go online. But the internet is crawling man.Aku bengang betul.It's 12.15p.m. right now.Lagi berapa minit je dah nak rehat.
Ah,at least today busy la sikit kan dapat ngadap my laptop and read my journals. 2 days ago was bored like crazy!

That's it for now.

Letihnya w/pun xbuat kerja =p

Today is my 1st day of training...Bosaann.Datang pkl 9 pagi.Pkl 2 baru lah dia hantar ke cawangan.Haih.Baik aku lapor diri pkl 2 aje.Then get to know the staff and pegawai.Pastu pkl5 dah balik.

????

Penat datang aje.