Today, I checked my eyes . Hm, I have to wear a spectacle now. My vision is blur. Sometimes I can’t read/see clearly for example like my officer’s name in front of their rooms. My friend could. So I thought there’s something wrong with my eyes. Ah well, lagi pon since kat UiTM lg when I’m having a class at the lecture theater, I couldn’t read the words on the screen. I have to think like a minute or two of what is the word. Masa pergi check mata tadi with Pian, the guy tunjuk a big E at the screen, its blur. Lepas dia letak kanta, baru nampak a clear E. Hm huruf yg kecik2 lagi lah. An O I say G, while N I say H.
Hah! Tu lah dulu nak sangat pakai spec.
Pian bought me a Starbuck's 2009 planner. It doesn't disappoint me since its cover is leather.Nice...Sometimes i do loves to write though.
Harini dating xbuat apa.Hantar adik dia wat rambut,makan,gi Starbuck,jalan2 cari perfume,makan lagi,amik adik dia blk then he send me home before 6. The inside of me was saying wth,it's still early. Selalu malam baru blk. Hm,tapi kene blk jugak. So went home with a straight face. Bosan.
I'M GONNA MISS MY CURLY HAIR TODAY. Esok,tiada lagi rambut curl yg pjg menawan. Bye2. I might not curl my hair again. So its kinda sad...Huhu.Esok rambutku akan straight semula! I like it but sometimes leceh nak jaga.
Kereta mungkin akan dapat dalam masa terdekat ni or maybe not. I don't know when. Tapi bila bawak kat bukit, i'm still not expert at it.Macam mana la nak drive gi kerja. =/
Oh and the car is not mine. Double sad.
Saturday, December 27, 2008
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Shake your leg
Hohoho…Merry Christmas everyone.
It’s nice that it is a holiday tomorrow. This week, many people in the office took annual leave and continued until Friday. So, by Friday there won’t be many people around.I can online dengan senang hati w/o having to cover up. =p
My online routine includes:
1.Checking my mail early in the morning
2.Visit the Facebook & Friendster
3.Blogging
4.UiTM’s student portal
5.Downloading music
6.Downloading a new version for pretty much everything on my pc
Urm, therefore my work can be postponed or at least buat slow2...tehee
It’s nice that it is a holiday tomorrow. This week, many people in the office took annual leave and continued until Friday. So, by Friday there won’t be many people around.I can online dengan senang hati w/o having to cover up. =p
My online routine includes:
1.Checking my mail early in the morning
2.Visit the Facebook & Friendster
3.Blogging
4.UiTM’s student portal
5.Downloading music
6.Downloading a new version for pretty much everything on my pc
Urm, therefore my work can be postponed or at least buat slow2...tehee
Cejuknya
No wonder it's freezing cold! It's 24 degrees Celcius outside plus the air-cond is on plus..it's raining heavily now.Buurr...
The sun hasn't come out since morning.
My work in the office banyak yg amat. Right now,ada 4file di atas meja-A 12months punya invoices to be review by me,cari any mistakes.Mataku juling.I bet by the end of this training,i'll be wearing a spec!
Sayang will be back here tonight.Yey!
The sun hasn't come out since morning.
My work in the office banyak yg amat. Right now,ada 4file di atas meja-A 12months punya invoices to be review by me,cari any mistakes.Mataku juling.I bet by the end of this training,i'll be wearing a spec!
Sayang will be back here tonight.Yey!
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Lay your hands on me
I’m crazily missing my baby now. Cepatlah cuti!!! Cepatlah hari Khamis so that we could date the whole day and I could get my hair straightening back! Rimas dah nih…
Saturday, December 20, 2008
I've been REJECTED
I want a handsome bf with lot's of money and everything...
That's what most of the people i knew hoping for. I mean, what's with the face? You nak couple dengan org just for their look and money? I bukanlah nak mengata apa but honestly,i am grateful for what i have now and been lucky all this while.
First things that makes me fall in love with my sweetest bf now is because of his heart and the way he treat me.The way he cares of me and listen to my problems. We've known each other like a year at that time and we've never met (during that 1year time),never seen each other and don't even know how's he look like. He always be there for me. Somehow after i met him and we were working together for our cafe,i started to fall in love with him because of the attention he gave to me which is kinda special than everyone else.
So that's why i love him. He changed me to be a better person and always motivate me to focus on my study. He's the reasons why i continue to study. He helps me a LOT. So basically we're not just 'in love',we've helped each other in so many things. We both rely on each other. That's what i love in this r/ship.
I thought that everyone should find the reasons why they fall in love. Other than the physical reason. Because from what i experienced, it won't last long if you just wanna have fun or just wanna have a bf to show off to. Before this pun while i'm with other guys,w/pon tak sehensem yg sekarang, i've never complained about it. Because it's not the face i'm looking for bila nak couple,i'm finding a true love. I mean yeah memanglah sometimes looks is important,tapi bila i dah dapat yg memang betul2 dapat jaga hati i and all that,itu dah cukup dah. So,what i saw is that,my friends do have a bf who cares bout them and he really loves her.Crazily love her tapi yg gfnya pula nak lebih,ada r/ship with other guys and dok mengutuk bf tak handsome. I kesian tgk bf diorg yg dah sacrifice mcm2. Mcm not worth it apa yg dia dah buat.
So,appreciatelah your bf yg dah try so hard on everything.Kalau betul dia tak syg lg,dah lama dia angkat kaki.Betul tak?
For what i have now,this all a luck for me. I should learn to love myself & others more...
On an unrelated story,my topic on 'THE IMPACT OF EXCHANGE RATE VOLATILITY ON INTERNATIONAL TRADE FLOWS' has been rejected by my dear lecturer.Hahaha...kene car tajuk lagih!Haih.
That's what most of the people i knew hoping for. I mean, what's with the face? You nak couple dengan org just for their look and money? I bukanlah nak mengata apa but honestly,i am grateful for what i have now and been lucky all this while.
First things that makes me fall in love with my sweetest bf now is because of his heart and the way he treat me.The way he cares of me and listen to my problems. We've known each other like a year at that time and we've never met (during that 1year time),never seen each other and don't even know how's he look like. He always be there for me. Somehow after i met him and we were working together for our cafe,i started to fall in love with him because of the attention he gave to me which is kinda special than everyone else.
So that's why i love him. He changed me to be a better person and always motivate me to focus on my study. He's the reasons why i continue to study. He helps me a LOT. So basically we're not just 'in love',we've helped each other in so many things. We both rely on each other. That's what i love in this r/ship.
I thought that everyone should find the reasons why they fall in love. Other than the physical reason. Because from what i experienced, it won't last long if you just wanna have fun or just wanna have a bf to show off to. Before this pun while i'm with other guys,w/pon tak sehensem yg sekarang, i've never complained about it. Because it's not the face i'm looking for bila nak couple,i'm finding a true love. I mean yeah memanglah sometimes looks is important,tapi bila i dah dapat yg memang betul2 dapat jaga hati i and all that,itu dah cukup dah. So,what i saw is that,my friends do have a bf who cares bout them and he really loves her.Crazily love her tapi yg gfnya pula nak lebih,ada r/ship with other guys and dok mengutuk bf tak handsome. I kesian tgk bf diorg yg dah sacrifice mcm2. Mcm not worth it apa yg dia dah buat.
So,appreciatelah your bf yg dah try so hard on everything.Kalau betul dia tak syg lg,dah lama dia angkat kaki.Betul tak?
For what i have now,this all a luck for me. I should learn to love myself & others more...
On an unrelated story,my topic on 'THE IMPACT OF EXCHANGE RATE VOLATILITY ON INTERNATIONAL TRADE FLOWS' has been rejected by my dear lecturer.Hahaha...kene car tajuk lagih!Haih.
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Unite
I guess luck was never on my side.
Not even an hour after I get to know my result, I was sad that I couldn’t get a DL. Why? By now the only thing that came to my mind was the lecturer’s nagging on why we have to strive harder and that a 1mark on your quizzes and bla3 has a meaning. Now only I realize how badly I performed on certain subject. Why I wasn’t given a chance to at least for once to merasa a DL? Sigh.
Ah, at least I could show this off to other people (My families-the aunts of course) so that they could finally realize that I got some brain in my head. I’m not stupid. Asyik nak merendahkan aku aje. Aku teruk pon masa dip aje lah!!! Dah degree pon masih nak pandang rendah kat aku nih & says ‘eh, tak habis belajar lagi? Lamanya’. From dip.accountancy to degree in business course would take an extra semester okay. Bukan aku bengap sebab extand.Pleaselah.
I hate to see that all this people love to look down on me and of course to others. There’s this one guy who has such a loving and peaceful family, they never look down on their nieces and other people. Such a decent family and of course always had fun together.
Ah well, one day if my prayer will be answered, I will be joining them too. =)
Not even an hour after I get to know my result, I was sad that I couldn’t get a DL. Why? By now the only thing that came to my mind was the lecturer’s nagging on why we have to strive harder and that a 1mark on your quizzes and bla3 has a meaning. Now only I realize how badly I performed on certain subject. Why I wasn’t given a chance to at least for once to merasa a DL? Sigh.
Ah, at least I could show this off to other people (My families-the aunts of course) so that they could finally realize that I got some brain in my head. I’m not stupid. Asyik nak merendahkan aku aje. Aku teruk pon masa dip aje lah!!! Dah degree pon masih nak pandang rendah kat aku nih & says ‘eh, tak habis belajar lagi? Lamanya’. From dip.accountancy to degree in business course would take an extra semester okay. Bukan aku bengap sebab extand.Pleaselah.
I hate to see that all this people love to look down on me and of course to others. There’s this one guy who has such a loving and peaceful family, they never look down on their nieces and other people. Such a decent family and of course always had fun together.
Ah well, one day if my prayer will be answered, I will be joining them too. =)
Aku sedang bermimpi...
Bwahahaha...
3.49??
I couldn't imagine i could get this! First thing that comes out of my mouth was a BIG laugh-i don't know why...I'm all excited! A laugh? Kelakarkan..I thought i'm gonna cry.
Tapi aku sakit hati (Sebenarnya salah sendiri jugak) that diorg tak addkan lg 1 point or else round up the figure ke..bagilah aku chance nak dapat Dean List! Ceh! Kedekut betollah...
Eeee..aku sangat excited. I'm gonna celebrate this. I'm gonna give myself a present for this hardwork.
3.49??
I couldn't imagine i could get this! First thing that comes out of my mouth was a BIG laugh-i don't know why...I'm all excited! A laugh? Kelakarkan..I thought i'm gonna cry.
Tapi aku sakit hati (Sebenarnya salah sendiri jugak) that diorg tak addkan lg 1 point or else round up the figure ke..bagilah aku chance nak dapat Dean List! Ceh! Kedekut betollah...
Eeee..aku sangat excited. I'm gonna celebrate this. I'm gonna give myself a present for this hardwork.
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Due date: 5th January 2009
I have to e-mail my topic for my thesis to the lecturer to know whether the topic that I choose is okay so that a research could be done. My friend’s topic has already been rejected. The lecturer want us to find a topic which is not simple i.e. COMPLICATED and has never been done by our seniors. AKU GILA!!!
What’s a complicated topic should I choose then?
What’s a complicated topic should I choose then?
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
I'm Scared!
My aunts and their kids are here yesterday. Balik dari kerja, I took a test drive on her new car. It’s Grand Livina…nice and the driver seat is comfy lah. Then, mereka memasak big clam (I forgot the Malay name, it’s rather weird. I bet u guys never heard of it too.Or is it just me) and mussels dimakan bersama-kicap,sos cili bawang putih,lada hijau,bawangs-that’s it I guess. It’s fun to eat ramai-ramai. It tastes great!
Lagi berapa hari aje result last semester nak keluar…Nervousnyaaaaa. I hope:-
1.To pass all the papers I took (I’ve never failed any paper. But still TAKOTT)
2.To get as many As & Bs
3.To get a Dean List (Hm, I’m not sure bout this. Tapi kalau dapat… =D)
Wish me LUCK!
Lagi berapa hari aje result last semester nak keluar…Nervousnyaaaaa. I hope:-
1.To pass all the papers I took (I’ve never failed any paper. But still TAKOTT)
2.To get as many As & Bs
3.To get a Dean List (Hm, I’m not sure bout this. Tapi kalau dapat… =D)
Wish me LUCK!
Monday, December 15, 2008
Today, I was woken up by the ringing of my phone. It’s my sayang. Haih tak pernah-pernah call. He said sorry for not answering my called last night. Huh? Am I dreaming right now?
Happy!
Last two nights also he rings me at 3 something in the morning. Saying how badly he misses me. Haha...what’s got into him, I don’t know. But I like it. Sweet.
I’ve been so damn lazy since got back to JB. I wish I was in Segamat or somewhere away from home. Hari-hari tidur and makan aje. The progress on thesis is zero. Haven’t even finished reading my journals and what’s more, backup topic pun takde incase my current topic would be rejected.
10 more days to go before sayang head back home. I’m all excited!
Happy!
Last two nights also he rings me at 3 something in the morning. Saying how badly he misses me. Haha...what’s got into him, I don’t know. But I like it. Sweet.
I’ve been so damn lazy since got back to JB. I wish I was in Segamat or somewhere away from home. Hari-hari tidur and makan aje. The progress on thesis is zero. Haven’t even finished reading my journals and what’s more, backup topic pun takde incase my current topic would be rejected.
10 more days to go before sayang head back home. I’m all excited!
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Wet,wet,wet
In office today
You know what I did? We help to prepare table for a farewell party to Sam since tomorrow is his last day here. Had an awesome meal this afternoon (nasi jagung?,daging rendang,ayam masak merah,kuah dhal, some sandwiches, fruits and a blueberry cake). I ate a lot! And after that…cleaning all the plates being used to put the lauk. Membasuh di dalam toilet punya sinki and I managed to get my black velvet pointed toe shoes soaking wet at the front!Ini lah kerja-kerja extra that i have to do..=/
Someone wants to get to know me? Hoho..kelakarnya.
You know what I did? We help to prepare table for a farewell party to Sam since tomorrow is his last day here. Had an awesome meal this afternoon (nasi jagung?,daging rendang,ayam masak merah,kuah dhal, some sandwiches, fruits and a blueberry cake). I ate a lot! And after that…cleaning all the plates being used to put the lauk. Membasuh di dalam toilet punya sinki and I managed to get my black velvet pointed toe shoes soaking wet at the front!Ini lah kerja-kerja extra that i have to do..=/
Someone wants to get to know me? Hoho..kelakarnya.
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Think twice before you want to go nuts & get irritated!
Well, after one week of training, I could say that it was hm..okay lah since at our department, there’s not much of work to be done. Lagipun now it is at the end of the year. But they say that kerja akan banyak masa awal tahun. So, maybe I would be busy and exhausted early next year. Haha… Now my work is only key in some data into excel and editing a power point presentation for the top officer –my supervisor (he’s one of the Penolong Kanan Pengarah Kastam) to be presented to other people. It was useful for me since now I get to discover some of the creative way to be used to form good slides. Haha…now only I know. I am sure he would be impressive of my work. I left my pendrive and a note saying that I’ve done mywork since he has to attend a meeting with the Pengarah and it’s already 5p.m. – time to went back home. Today, we went to the gym (located at level 5) to take a look at the condition (after office hour). We (me & Wani-my coursemate) decided to go to the gym after office hour like maybe for an hour. But I don’t know yet when to start. Maybe this Friday.
Today, Pian was enjoying himself at Sunway Lagoon with a free ticket for all parks. Tak ke jealous aku? Well, dia salah seorang yang organize the activity for the exec. He sure had fun there without me…=/
If you wanna do some business with another person which is the supplier, do learn the supplier’s way of doing business and make sure you pay him back on time. Kalau almost 1-2 weeks delay payment, boleh lingkup business orang. Pikirlah sikit. Dahlah I yang jadi orang tengahnya. I don’t mind. Tapi bila orang ajar, orang tegur janganlah kecik hati. You are the one who have to make a plan before making order. Lagipun awal-awal dah ajar macam mana nak buat ini itu. I’m not mad. I’m just reminding that person. In the end, I tak dapat apa-apa pun. All the money goes to the suppliernya. Not me. All I dapat ialah pening kepala nak mintak orang bayar cepat and pening kepala nak terangkan pada suppliernya the situation of that person and of course CREDIT AKU HABIS…Itu yang aku tanggung. Yang orang lainnya, enjoy dapat profit! Hurrah…
Today, Pian was enjoying himself at Sunway Lagoon with a free ticket for all parks. Tak ke jealous aku? Well, dia salah seorang yang organize the activity for the exec. He sure had fun there without me…=/
If you wanna do some business with another person which is the supplier, do learn the supplier’s way of doing business and make sure you pay him back on time. Kalau almost 1-2 weeks delay payment, boleh lingkup business orang. Pikirlah sikit. Dahlah I yang jadi orang tengahnya. I don’t mind. Tapi bila orang ajar, orang tegur janganlah kecik hati. You are the one who have to make a plan before making order. Lagipun awal-awal dah ajar macam mana nak buat ini itu. I’m not mad. I’m just reminding that person. In the end, I tak dapat apa-apa pun. All the money goes to the suppliernya. Not me. All I dapat ialah pening kepala nak mintak orang bayar cepat and pening kepala nak terangkan pada suppliernya the situation of that person and of course CREDIT AKU HABIS…Itu yang aku tanggung. Yang orang lainnya, enjoy dapat profit! Hurrah…
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Guess?
I'm in the office right now..hohoho..
I got the password to go online. But the internet is crawling man.Aku bengang betul.It's 12.15p.m. right now.Lagi berapa minit je dah nak rehat.
Ah,at least today busy la sikit kan dapat ngadap my laptop and read my journals. 2 days ago was bored like crazy!
That's it for now.
I got the password to go online. But the internet is crawling man.Aku bengang betul.It's 12.15p.m. right now.Lagi berapa minit je dah nak rehat.
Ah,at least today busy la sikit kan dapat ngadap my laptop and read my journals. 2 days ago was bored like crazy!
That's it for now.
Monday, December 1, 2008
Letihnya w/pun xbuat kerja =p
Today is my 1st day of training...Bosaann.Datang pkl 9 pagi.Pkl 2 baru lah dia hantar ke cawangan.Haih.Baik aku lapor diri pkl 2 aje.Then get to know the staff and pegawai.Pastu pkl5 dah balik.
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Penat datang aje.
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Penat datang aje.
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Anni!
I’m all exhausted today.
Meeting Pian at 11 o’clock and went back home at 2 in the morning! We’re so busy. Went to Pasir Gudang to cut his hair, cari blazer for him (he has been complaining that sejuk gila masa kerja) we’re not only search kat Tebrau but also at Pelangi, we celebrate our anni with eating sushi and some cakes, I bought a nice beige color pointed shoes to wear for work and a nice cottony pajama. His little brother wanted to watch Bolt, so we booked a ticket for 12.10 a.m. punya show since petang punya dah tak sempat. Then at around 9p.m. went to his aunty house ada birthday party. I don’t eat much. It’s so tiring. Kesian tengok Pian. Balik JB aje mesti penat. Kena bagi masa for his family and me. Tomorrow pagi, kene pergi beli the blazer. Tadi tu just survey aje dulu. Then dia pulak pergi beli tiket balik KL at noon. Hm, macam tak sempat aje. But I know why he buy the ticket at noon. Dia nak sampai KL cepat so that he could get enough rest. I’m sorry sayang…my CPU pon dia tak sempat betulkan lagi. If only he works in JB…Furthermore, dia pun dah macam tak mampu nak layan I today coz we’re both so damn tired! I love you sayang…
Happy Anniversary.
Meeting Pian at 11 o’clock and went back home at 2 in the morning! We’re so busy. Went to Pasir Gudang to cut his hair, cari blazer for him (he has been complaining that sejuk gila masa kerja) we’re not only search kat Tebrau but also at Pelangi, we celebrate our anni with eating sushi and some cakes, I bought a nice beige color pointed shoes to wear for work and a nice cottony pajama. His little brother wanted to watch Bolt, so we booked a ticket for 12.10 a.m. punya show since petang punya dah tak sempat. Then at around 9p.m. went to his aunty house ada birthday party. I don’t eat much. It’s so tiring. Kesian tengok Pian. Balik JB aje mesti penat. Kena bagi masa for his family and me. Tomorrow pagi, kene pergi beli the blazer. Tadi tu just survey aje dulu. Then dia pulak pergi beli tiket balik KL at noon. Hm, macam tak sempat aje. But I know why he buy the ticket at noon. Dia nak sampai KL cepat so that he could get enough rest. I’m sorry sayang…my CPU pon dia tak sempat betulkan lagi. If only he works in JB…Furthermore, dia pun dah macam tak mampu nak layan I today coz we’re both so damn tired! I love you sayang…
Happy Anniversary.
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Dating
I should have been started doing my research for my proposal. I don’t even have a topic yet. I want Pn. Hazila to be my advisor. Tapi dengan topic yang takde lagi, macam mana nak ask her to be my advisor? If I want her to be my advisor, I have to do research on portfolio or unit trust only. Sigh. I still don’t get it about the ratios in the unit trust- Jensen, Alpha and Treynor. =/
I’m all excited to meet my love tomorrow. Well, today actually. Now, we only could meet up once a month! We both are badly missing each other.
I just read some background about Kastam. Well, just to be preparing for the training. I’m nervous like hell. Tinggal satu hari je lagi dah nak start training. Takoooot! I have a very low self-confidence.
Last night, I got to catch things up with my old friends on ym. They say that my schoolmate is getting married. Why ah that everyone is getting married and I’m still haven’t finish my study and haven’t even get a job. I’m just jealous. But I know that it’s still early for me and Pian to get married. We both still got so many things to pursue in life. This year alone, like 7 people I knew has been settled down or maybe more than that. I lost count.
I hope that me and Pian also gonna end with a happy ending…
I’m all excited to meet my love tomorrow. Well, today actually. Now, we only could meet up once a month! We both are badly missing each other.
I just read some background about Kastam. Well, just to be preparing for the training. I’m nervous like hell. Tinggal satu hari je lagi dah nak start training. Takoooot! I have a very low self-confidence.
Last night, I got to catch things up with my old friends on ym. They say that my schoolmate is getting married. Why ah that everyone is getting married and I’m still haven’t finish my study and haven’t even get a job. I’m just jealous. But I know that it’s still early for me and Pian to get married. We both still got so many things to pursue in life. This year alone, like 7 people I knew has been settled down or maybe more than that. I lost count.
I hope that me and Pian also gonna end with a happy ending…
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
5 years & still counting..
Hari ini kena bertolak ke Segamat.Hahah..masih perlu ke sana..even when i'm on holiday.Bosannya & I'm still belum tidur.
Pian says that he's gonna be back for the weekend. Lets hope dia tak de kerja for weekend nih so that we could celebrate our 5 years anni! Wow that's 5 years,i macam xpercaya. We both had known each other for so long and yet we still trying to know each other better. There's still an arguing happened...we still couldn't stand each other. See,no matter how long you've known that person and you think that you really really know them better,think again. People change.
So don't be like so proud when I'm stressed or mad about my man and you...dengan bangganya says 'lelaki,biasalah..' when you baru in 1 relationship only. You gonna feel that too one day. Hah!
Pian says that he's gonna be back for the weekend. Lets hope dia tak de kerja for weekend nih so that we could celebrate our 5 years anni! Wow that's 5 years,i macam xpercaya. We both had known each other for so long and yet we still trying to know each other better. There's still an arguing happened...we still couldn't stand each other. See,no matter how long you've known that person and you think that you really really know them better,think again. People change.
So don't be like so proud when I'm stressed or mad about my man and you...dengan bangganya says 'lelaki,biasalah..' when you baru in 1 relationship only. You gonna feel that too one day. Hah!
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Happy Graduation Day!
I'm sorry that i'm not be able to be there with you...Have fun! I'm proud of you.Nanti my turn,you have to come!Hehe..I love you!
xoxo
Thursday, November 20, 2008
It's OVER!
The exam is finally over. I'm at home now. Last night penat gila unpacking my things that i sleep like the WHOLE day today. Bangun hanya untuk makan then tidur balik. Tak sukanya jadi malas! My left hand rasa lenguh tak hilang2 lagi coz angkat beg yang berat bawak turun dari tingkat 3. I put yoko2 like so many times already and still the pain hasn't go away.
The plan to stay until 19th has been canceled by the lecturer. At the very last minute. Kinda pissed off coz we have to go back to Segamat just to meet her and amik buku log and hear some briefing on the 25th. Tak tahu lagi pergi naik kereta or by bus. She want us to be there by 9am. Ada ke bus yang gerak pagi2 buta and could arrive there at 9? Aku pening.
Another plan has been canceled also...
I decided not to go to KL for my dear's convo. Well he doesn't mind. He want to meet me but dia pun xnak i ada masa convo tu coz agak leceh. I know, i pun pikir macam tu juga. Lagipun, kena mengharungi kebosanan dari JB ke Seremban on the Friday tu without Pian in the car,kene stay kat rumah aunty die for that night, then Saturday morning baru gerak ke KL..malamnya tidur hotel,then on the Sunday pulak, kebosanan tunggu luar dewan sorg2 while waiting for the event to be finish then another kebosanan terpaksa diharungi from KL-JB. Pian pun rasa kesian and he understand how awkward it is.Ahh..well at least he said that he's coming back to JB the week after convo tu. He said "sebab kita dah lama xjumpa"..aww..lagipun we could celebrate our anniversary! IT HAS BEEN 5 YEARS NOW! This is like the relationship paling lama I've ever had.
The plan to stay until 19th has been canceled by the lecturer. At the very last minute. Kinda pissed off coz we have to go back to Segamat just to meet her and amik buku log and hear some briefing on the 25th. Tak tahu lagi pergi naik kereta or by bus. She want us to be there by 9am. Ada ke bus yang gerak pagi2 buta and could arrive there at 9? Aku pening.
Another plan has been canceled also...
I decided not to go to KL for my dear's convo. Well he doesn't mind. He want to meet me but dia pun xnak i ada masa convo tu coz agak leceh. I know, i pun pikir macam tu juga. Lagipun, kena mengharungi kebosanan dari JB ke Seremban on the Friday tu without Pian in the car,kene stay kat rumah aunty die for that night, then Saturday morning baru gerak ke KL..malamnya tidur hotel,then on the Sunday pulak, kebosanan tunggu luar dewan sorg2 while waiting for the event to be finish then another kebosanan terpaksa diharungi from KL-JB. Pian pun rasa kesian and he understand how awkward it is.Ahh..well at least he said that he's coming back to JB the week after convo tu. He said "sebab kita dah lama xjumpa"..aww..lagipun we could celebrate our anniversary! IT HAS BEEN 5 YEARS NOW! This is like the relationship paling lama I've ever had.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Good luck to me
Tuesday is my last paper for the exam. Yey!
Tapi otak terasa kosong...sebab belum banyak buat past semester questions. Hafal pun tak banyak lagi. Tapi dah habis cover all the chapters.
I hope i did well for this paper. =)
Tapi otak terasa kosong...sebab belum banyak buat past semester questions. Hafal pun tak banyak lagi. Tapi dah habis cover all the chapters.
I hope i did well for this paper. =)
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Damn! I wish I was smart.
Ok.
I’m pretty confident with paper pagi semalam. Portfolio Management. Like 3 questions can get full 20 marks! I rasa rugi tak study Bond. I tengok bond question tadi like wth senang & direct aje dia ask. Tapi I tak study chapter tu so I tak tau the formulas. Like whoever jawab question tu can easily get full marks. Aih. Sekarang baru nak menyesal.
Oh well, at least I’m pretty certain that I can get 85/100 minimum. Like so many questions was easy and you just have to use the formula correctly aje dah boleh dapat full mark. Tapi kalau I jawab soalan bond tu, I can get like 95/100 okay! Uhh, how to get an A mcm gini?
Sem ini agak mencarut gakla since only 2 subjects I get to know my assessment marks. The other 3 paper, langsung tak dapat balik Test 1 &2, Quizzes and what soever.Ziltch! Takut tahu tak if tak dapat tau how u had performs on your tests and quizzes!
Now agak bosan since tinggal one more paper left and what’s more, menengok other people pack their things to head back home for the holidays! Ishk! Kenapalah paper aku on the last day of the exam? Dahlah tu, I have to stay to meet my lecturer on the 19th. Briefing for our practical training for next month. Semua orang dah balik tahu tak! Thank God kat wing I ni ada lah jugak bdk2 degree yang pergi practical. So they also have to attend this meeting. Tu pun tak le ramai. TAKOOOTT!
I’m planning to get my hair to be straightening back and cut before going for the practical training. Rambut aku sekarang macam orang gila okay and I think sangat tak sesuai untuk pergi bekerja. Lagipon Encik Pian sangat membencinya. Well, dia takdela kata directly like “I hate your hair” but I know he doesn’t like it. Every time meeting him, I have to tie up my hair.
*Note to myself: Pergi study lah Sarah! Kang menyesal tak dapat jawab betol2!
I’m pretty confident with paper pagi semalam. Portfolio Management. Like 3 questions can get full 20 marks! I rasa rugi tak study Bond. I tengok bond question tadi like wth senang & direct aje dia ask. Tapi I tak study chapter tu so I tak tau the formulas. Like whoever jawab question tu can easily get full marks. Aih. Sekarang baru nak menyesal.
Oh well, at least I’m pretty certain that I can get 85/100 minimum. Like so many questions was easy and you just have to use the formula correctly aje dah boleh dapat full mark. Tapi kalau I jawab soalan bond tu, I can get like 95/100 okay! Uhh, how to get an A mcm gini?
Sem ini agak mencarut gakla since only 2 subjects I get to know my assessment marks. The other 3 paper, langsung tak dapat balik Test 1 &2, Quizzes and what soever.Ziltch! Takut tahu tak if tak dapat tau how u had performs on your tests and quizzes!
Now agak bosan since tinggal one more paper left and what’s more, menengok other people pack their things to head back home for the holidays! Ishk! Kenapalah paper aku on the last day of the exam? Dahlah tu, I have to stay to meet my lecturer on the 19th. Briefing for our practical training for next month. Semua orang dah balik tahu tak! Thank God kat wing I ni ada lah jugak bdk2 degree yang pergi practical. So they also have to attend this meeting. Tu pun tak le ramai. TAKOOOTT!
I’m planning to get my hair to be straightening back and cut before going for the practical training. Rambut aku sekarang macam orang gila okay and I think sangat tak sesuai untuk pergi bekerja. Lagipon Encik Pian sangat membencinya. Well, dia takdela kata directly like “I hate your hair” but I know he doesn’t like it. Every time meeting him, I have to tie up my hair.
*Note to myself: Pergi study lah Sarah! Kang menyesal tak dapat jawab betol2!
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Mati katak
Fuck! Bencinya aku. Since when internet kat library nih dah tak boleh guna untuk download? Baru aje nak download southpark. Dah 2 episodes i missed.
Well, i baru aje done my exam on Real Estate Finance. Wah..kacang panjangla i can say. Jawab sebijik mcm dlm buku. The thing now is that i worried bout my carrymark because i think i did pretty bad on my tests. So, walaupun kacang ketika menjawab final, i think i still will get lower grade. Sigh...So now another 2 paper to go. Yeeha..Really can't wait for the exam to be over. But i did a careless mistake on Financial Statement Analysis. Kenapalah mengong sangat sampai buat cash flow yang senang nak mampos pun boleh dapat jawapan yang tak betul! Other questions pon agak confiusing jugaklah.Haih..
Oh, i'll be going to KL on the 21st! Bersama family Pian. His Convocation is on the 23rd. I'm gonna take lots of pictures of us! Tapi agak bosan kerana pergi ke KL sendirian without Pian in the car,tinggal di rumah auntynya di mana pun ku tak tahu dan berada di KL sehingga hari Isnin (Pian dah kerja). =/
*I miss you sayang
Well, i baru aje done my exam on Real Estate Finance. Wah..kacang panjangla i can say. Jawab sebijik mcm dlm buku. The thing now is that i worried bout my carrymark because i think i did pretty bad on my tests. So, walaupun kacang ketika menjawab final, i think i still will get lower grade. Sigh...So now another 2 paper to go. Yeeha..Really can't wait for the exam to be over. But i did a careless mistake on Financial Statement Analysis. Kenapalah mengong sangat sampai buat cash flow yang senang nak mampos pun boleh dapat jawapan yang tak betul! Other questions pon agak confiusing jugaklah.Haih..
Oh, i'll be going to KL on the 21st! Bersama family Pian. His Convocation is on the 23rd. I'm gonna take lots of pictures of us! Tapi agak bosan kerana pergi ke KL sendirian without Pian in the car,tinggal di rumah auntynya di mana pun ku tak tahu dan berada di KL sehingga hari Isnin (Pian dah kerja). =/
*I miss you sayang
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
A..A..A+
Sekarang saya sedang beronline di rumah. Yea2. Ada 7 hari gap. So i decided to went back home sebab sangat bosan di Segamat. Really can't wait for this semester to be ended coz after this, i won't have to be in here ANYMORE! I have done 2 paper currently for my final exam. Surprisingly, i didn't know how well i performed. Last semester i could at least predict what my results gonna be for every subject i taken. Now, semuanya blur. I x tau sama ada apa i jawab tu btol or salah. =/ This is so BAD. I'm extremely worried since this is my last chance to score habis-habisan. Lepas ni x de dah. I want as many As as i can get! Everytime i habis paper i akan pening sangat2. I wonder why. Sampai nak muntah and mabuk. Hm, bukannya i study and jawab exam gila-gila pon. I guess last sem lagi teruk i study compared to this sem. Sampaikan my ex roomate dulu ckp "akak ni xpenat ke duk study dari tadi?" Haha..now, i sangat malas. KENAPA!!? I feel relax now jawab exam and that really makes me scared. I don't like to find myself sangat relax bila jawab exam. That's when the result turn out to be less than i expected. Well, lets just hoping both paper yang i dah amik tu i akan dapat at least B+. But i still want A!!!
TOLONGLAH! AKU MAHUKAN A!
TOLONGLAH! AKU MAHUKAN A!
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
I want my Baby..
I got a pretty bad sore throat for the last 2 days. Been coughing and rasa sangat perit. Maybe this is due to the weather in Segamat which constantly hujan dan panas yang terik. Haritu I tidur petang dan hari sangat lah panas sampai I sweat like crazy masa tidur. Terpaksalah terus bagun dan mandi. Panasnya sampaikan rasa sangat letih. And now I got sore throat. I hate It!
Assignment dah tinggal sikit. Yahoo! Tinggal review on one article and portfolio investment ada 2 question on calculation aje before I head back home on the Friday. Eh yeke? (buat2 tak percaya). Senangnya hatiku. Eh how come I boleh duk bersenang lenang yeh. I got 2 second test on Portfolio Investment and Financial Statement Analysis pada hari yang SAMA-Thursday! Oh well, calculation sahaja. I can relax a bit. InsyaAllah…I will try my best for this last tests. I need to score for my assessment. Mintak2 sem ini 3pointer lagi and hoping to get all As. Nak banyak2 A like last semester. I don’t wanna be in Segamat anymore…I wanna get out of here! Dah 5tahun aku disini..Haih bilalah nak berhijrah ke tempat lain pula??
*I want my Suffian!!
Assignment dah tinggal sikit. Yahoo! Tinggal review on one article and portfolio investment ada 2 question on calculation aje before I head back home on the Friday. Eh yeke? (buat2 tak percaya). Senangnya hatiku. Eh how come I boleh duk bersenang lenang yeh. I got 2 second test on Portfolio Investment and Financial Statement Analysis pada hari yang SAMA-Thursday! Oh well, calculation sahaja. I can relax a bit. InsyaAllah…I will try my best for this last tests. I need to score for my assessment. Mintak2 sem ini 3pointer lagi and hoping to get all As. Nak banyak2 A like last semester. I don’t wanna be in Segamat anymore…I wanna get out of here! Dah 5tahun aku disini..Haih bilalah nak berhijrah ke tempat lain pula??
*I want my Suffian!!
Saturday, October 18, 2008
To stay or not to stay...
Cancer
POSITIVE TRAITS: You are one of the sweetest, most feminine signs of the zodiac. People trust you easily because of your sensitive, understanding and intensely emotional nature. You are creative and romantic, especially with loved ones, and you know just how to take care of the people around you.
NEGATIVE TRAITS: While others hold you in the highest esteem, you have little faith in yourself. You fall into depression quite easily and like the crab, retreat sideways into your sanctuary and wallow in your misery.
I didn’t do well for my Real Estate Finance test. I think the question was simple. But I got to blame for last night’s issues. Why is it that it has to be my fault? I’ve changed a lot for the better. But still, I got to be blame for the mistakes I didn’t do. He can’t forget the past, that’s for sure and got all mixed up with his feelings (tired, bored of me because we are 5 years now, can’t play his stupid Warcraft, didn’t get enough sleep etc). I know that. But why must he blame on me for the things I didn’t do? I blew it all last night. I’m sick and tired and had enough of this! I almost say that it comes to an end. But I just couldn’t say it. Every time these things happened, I just think of one thing… he brings great influence in my life. Now, I just don’t know what the purpose of staying. I’ve changed, but in return I get nothing. I care, in return I get nothing. I get NOTHING. Is this how bad it became when you have a job and at the same time has a commitment with your relationship? Is this relationship will end with a happy ending?
“Marriage is not important to me…I just want your love and take this as an experience in your life…”-
I don’t know what to do now. I wanted to take a good sleep but I have a lot of assignments to be done. I wanna lay on my bed and started to think about what I should do for this relationship but I just don’t have the urge to do it. I wanna eat but I’m too lazy to get up and bongkar kotak makanan aku. Tell me what should I do? Kenapa relationship ini sangat susah untuk dipulihkan. Walaupun ia sudah pulih, tetapi dia tidak dapat melupakan kisah silam dan menuduh things hasn’t changed!
P/S: How to stay sane when you are in a relationship? and I miss being hug...
POSITIVE TRAITS: You are one of the sweetest, most feminine signs of the zodiac. People trust you easily because of your sensitive, understanding and intensely emotional nature. You are creative and romantic, especially with loved ones, and you know just how to take care of the people around you.
NEGATIVE TRAITS: While others hold you in the highest esteem, you have little faith in yourself. You fall into depression quite easily and like the crab, retreat sideways into your sanctuary and wallow in your misery.
I didn’t do well for my Real Estate Finance test. I think the question was simple. But I got to blame for last night’s issues. Why is it that it has to be my fault? I’ve changed a lot for the better. But still, I got to be blame for the mistakes I didn’t do. He can’t forget the past, that’s for sure and got all mixed up with his feelings (tired, bored of me because we are 5 years now, can’t play his stupid Warcraft, didn’t get enough sleep etc). I know that. But why must he blame on me for the things I didn’t do? I blew it all last night. I’m sick and tired and had enough of this! I almost say that it comes to an end. But I just couldn’t say it. Every time these things happened, I just think of one thing… he brings great influence in my life. Now, I just don’t know what the purpose of staying. I’ve changed, but in return I get nothing. I care, in return I get nothing. I get NOTHING. Is this how bad it became when you have a job and at the same time has a commitment with your relationship? Is this relationship will end with a happy ending?
“Marriage is not important to me…I just want your love and take this as an experience in your life…”-
I don’t know what to do now. I wanted to take a good sleep but I have a lot of assignments to be done. I wanna lay on my bed and started to think about what I should do for this relationship but I just don’t have the urge to do it. I wanna eat but I’m too lazy to get up and bongkar kotak makanan aku. Tell me what should I do? Kenapa relationship ini sangat susah untuk dipulihkan. Walaupun ia sudah pulih, tetapi dia tidak dapat melupakan kisah silam dan menuduh things hasn’t changed!
P/S: How to stay sane when you are in a relationship? and I miss being hug...
Friday, October 17, 2008
Happy but..
Hari ini nak sangat makan McD. So I SMS to Wany suruh tapaukan double cheese burger + Nuggets with the sauce. Hope she’ll come to my room with the foods.
Good news here...The BF now was soo sweet and nice and unexpectedly willing to listens to all my problems and being loving and caring and sangat-sangat baik! I don’t know why. Suddenly 3 hari berturut-turut called me on his way back home from the office. Jadi pendengar yang setia. Haih gembiranya..i wanna hug you dear! Tapi I honestly think that it’s kinda menganggu my time because he would normally called around 6p.m-7p.m or kadang-kadang until 8p.m. So I akan terlewat solat and mandi and having my time for a rest. But at least I got to talk to him…yey again! =p
Minggu ini banyak sangat classes yang cancel. Bagus! I can rest and rest and settled my other assignments. Work that hasn’t been done yet:-
1. Personal Finance Individual & Group REPORT
2. BEL’s portfolio
Whoah ini sahaja ke kerja i? Finally, this is what I want. Makin hari makin banyak kerja yang sudah dapat dihantar. Good for you.
As I wrote this, Wany came into my room and she brings me my burger and nuggets with the delicious BBQ sauce. Yipee…THANKS WANY! I told her the usual things that we talk about. Berita yang sangat mengSTRESSkan. Then dia nak tengok gambar my brother after the hijacking incident. At 2, off she goes for Dr. Omar’s lecture.
Then I did my laundry. 3hari punya baju tak basuh. Pemalasnya aku. Then again, I’m too busy.
MONDAY- BUAT BEL
TUESDAY- BUAT RE
WEDNESDAY- BEL AGAIN & TEST SM
THURSDAY- BEL PRESENTATION.
Sekarang baru ada masa. Saturday ada test RE & Sunday ada BTN??wtf? Kami masih kena ke? Boringnya. Well, there might be something good for me nanti. Manalah tahu. We’ll see.
Good news here...The BF now was soo sweet and nice and unexpectedly willing to listens to all my problems and being loving and caring and sangat-sangat baik! I don’t know why. Suddenly 3 hari berturut-turut called me on his way back home from the office. Jadi pendengar yang setia. Haih gembiranya..i wanna hug you dear! Tapi I honestly think that it’s kinda menganggu my time because he would normally called around 6p.m-7p.m or kadang-kadang until 8p.m. So I akan terlewat solat and mandi and having my time for a rest. But at least I got to talk to him…yey again! =p
Minggu ini banyak sangat classes yang cancel. Bagus! I can rest and rest and settled my other assignments. Work that hasn’t been done yet:-
1. Personal Finance Individual & Group REPORT
2. BEL’s portfolio
Whoah ini sahaja ke kerja i? Finally, this is what I want. Makin hari makin banyak kerja yang sudah dapat dihantar. Good for you.
As I wrote this, Wany came into my room and she brings me my burger and nuggets with the delicious BBQ sauce. Yipee…THANKS WANY! I told her the usual things that we talk about. Berita yang sangat mengSTRESSkan. Then dia nak tengok gambar my brother after the hijacking incident. At 2, off she goes for Dr. Omar’s lecture.
Then I did my laundry. 3hari punya baju tak basuh. Pemalasnya aku. Then again, I’m too busy.
MONDAY- BUAT BEL
TUESDAY- BUAT RE
WEDNESDAY- BEL AGAIN & TEST SM
THURSDAY- BEL PRESENTATION.
Sekarang baru ada masa. Saturday ada test RE & Sunday ada BTN??wtf? Kami masih kena ke? Boringnya. Well, there might be something good for me nanti. Manalah tahu. We’ll see.
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Fat
Last night tidur pukul 5 pagi. Godey2 laptop and do some assignment. So today, woke up late. Had my lunch then continue doing assignment again. Banyaknya kerja! Progress on the Real Estate and Personal Finance still 0% Gilanya. I’m working on Report Writing 1st since on Thursday next week is our presentation. Malam ini ada open house di rumah aunty. Nak makan banyak2. They’ll be soto. Sigh...I’m going to gaining some weight again. I think by the time I reach more than 50 Kg baru I akan rasa takut kot. Ha-ha...I think by that time it’ll be too late. Peningnya. Malas nak pikir lagi. Tapi aku tak nak gemuk.
kenapa aku sangat malas?
kenapa aku sangat malas?
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Boring
Hari ini I balik JB. Sebenarnya sangat malas nak balik. Tapi disebabkan nak ambil laptop, so terpaksa la balik.
My brother showed me his new handphone. Ceh! Siap boleh touch screen. Benci. I’ve told him that I want his last phone tapi I sangat kecewa because he gave it to Ayie. Cit! Today, my brother asked me I nak guna kereta apa. He’ll be paying for the down payment. Tapi I pening dok tengok the list of prices. The problem is that, bila I kerja next year, I kena sambung the monthly payment. Adeh sakitnya kepala tengok harga2 ni.
Badan ni dah terasa sangat gemuk. I think dah setahun lebih xwork out. YES! And that’s why lemak telah berkumpul dengan banyaknya diperut ini. I’m gaining weight and I am now 50KG! My Gowd! Dulu nak cecah 50 punyalah susah. So now, 5KG naik. WOW. Padan muka you Sarah.
Last week duit sangat banyak. Now dah tinggal RM100 sahaja sebab haritu pergi beli barang2 yang dah habis. Hm, macam mana nak survive ni?? Dahla rice cooker kena ambil. Bencinya!
Plan to have a holiday with Pian terpaksa dicancelkan. He told me that dia kena balik JB on the 25th sebab cousin dia nak kahwin. So, memang tak de harapan la nak holiday dengan dia lepas ni. Sebab after this is final exam sampai 18 Nov. Then balik cuti. 1st December dah kena start my practical training. So I’ll be in JB all the time. Sakitnya hati and dia boleh mengejek? Lantakla I won’t be back to JB on that 25th to see you. Biar sampai berbulan tak jumpa. Lagipon bukannya dia kisah. Baru 4bulan kerja dah nak bising.
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