I want my 45KG back.Gimme back that number!

Hm..i will never ever get the chance to slim down my tummy. Really. Today, ada pegawai perempuan whom mengidam nak makan pizza coz dia pregnant 2months. So, I and Alvin dibelanja lunch. I makan sangat banyak until perut I keras. Lepas tu, punyalah malas nak solat sebab rasa seksanya nak rukuk. Haha. But I did it anyway. Rugi to Fad,Iekha and Wani. They all ada hal masing2. So yay! Save duit for lunch.Thank you K.Shida.

Anyway, today was really bored. No work (sebab tak mintak kerja and takde orang pon bagi kerja). Lepas tu memekak and pot pet pot pet till petang. Gila pemalas. But in the morning I did half of my synopsis. Now tinggal nak settlekan 1 last chapter aje. Terasa a bit lega. A bit la sebab after semuanya siap, I kene prepare untuk soalan2 yang bakal ditanya. So I have to read a lot! So now tinggal half of my power point, synopsis and full report untuk chapter 4 aje. Yea2. Lepas tu goyang kaki and boleh bekerja keras di office. I really can’t wait for all this to end. Tapi lepas tu nak buat apa ye?

Kerja?

OMG. Time is running so fast. Rasa mcm tak nak kerja lagi. Rasa macam still nak duk study je. Sambung master. Lepas tu baru I rasa I dah ready to face everything kot. But….i got no chance for that. Sigh….

Nak sambung master pun kene marah. Anyone willing to support me? I guess not. Lepas tu kene kahwin. Now the situation like “kene”. I hate it. Bukan benci pada kahwin. Tapi rasa mcm malu. Tahla.

Confuse. But I want.

I miss

My super hot bf

Can't wait to meet you this coming weekend!

/edit: or should i say "tunang". wahaha. well Pian yang suruh anggap begini yek. Dang! Aku tunang orang ke?

Nervous

Warggghh

The tensions are everywhere...

1. Tinggal this week sahaja untuk settlekan my FULL REPORT
2. Another week to go to prepare for my Presentation

I mintak cuti 2days for this week sebab nak pergi Segamat & another one on the 13th for my presentation. And my Tn.Hamisan sangat baik that he approved for my leave. And lagi, today, the other 2 practical students from poli bagi dia borang evaluation la to evaluate both of them. The comment so tak boleh blah. He wrote things such as-berdedikasi,berdisiplin and pandai menyesuaikan diri dengan alam pekerjaan.

Wahahahah

I wonder what he would comment on me. Mine should be in english. And any extra comment given by him would give me a bonus mark of 10. But it's funny to think of Fad & Iekha got a comment like that. Dahla rajin main game. I couldn't stop laughing when thinking back yang dia tulis dedikasi. Wahahah. But all of us memang rajin la bila dapat kerja. Sebab bila takde kerja, sangat boring. Tapi bila i dapat kerja, i jadi kelam kabut sebab pikirkan thesis. =/

I'm seriously damn nervous bila pikirkan time nak present. I used to have this feelings before everytime i nak present in the class. First both my hands akan sejuk gila, then perot sakit, tekak terasa nak muntah that i had to bring my mentos in front masa nak present. Tapi bila dah start, semuanya ok!

I'll do my very best! All i have to do is to READ MORE and THINK!

Ooh, since last Friday and today, i baru ikat balik my hair. Before this masa rambut i curl, i pergi kerja ikat rambut. So people in the office macam dah biasalakan tengok rambut i ikat. So when i rebond my hair and hari2 xikat, maybe i nampak selekehla. Coz on these both days, everyone was like "Eh, Sarah, you nampak cute/comel la bila ikat rambut" Then i asked la, "Kenapa? Sebelum ni selekeh eh?" And they would replied macam malu2 kot la sebab nak cakap "Sikit la selekehnya..." Haha.

I think I need a hair cut.

Buang masa #2

Fad,Iekha & Me

1 of the officer- Alvin

Hm..this is my supervisor (Gambar candid. Therefore xnmpk muka sangat)

Me

Buang masa #1

Meja kami bertiga

See what Wani been doing??

Aksi membuat kerja.

Orang ni pon tengah khusyuk bermain game.Hehehe..

I did the right thing

I know...

I did that because i care about what I'm doing. Although it's kinda simple thing. I know i had to do something bout it when i know it is wrong. Furthermore, if anything happen, at least my supervisor know.Kan?

My supervisor is the boss to this officer. Well i don't know la kan if before this dia pun pernah buat the same thing. But at least he knows that- saya seorang yang jujur bila menjalankan tugas. And he knows that i do understand my job.

It's a whole mix of emotions today. I'm mad, sad, scared, stress out, etc because of this. My supervisor told me to just follow what the officer asked me to do. And in his opinion, the thing that the officer asked me to do is wrong. I know that he also don't know how to react to this complain from me.

I'm pity to some people today who berhempas pulas membuat kerja sebab esok pagi, mereka ada round table discussion with pengarah at 8 AM and the works still haven't finish. Although the clock showed 5.30PM, the people who is responsible for the RTD masih belum pulang. There's two situation here.

No.1:

A job that has been given waaayyy earlier by the big boss to this officer still haven't finish. She however asked a clerk to complete this task and the clerk gave half of it to my friend. Sangat banyak but...easy and straight forward to do.

No.2:

This is my task. I should say 50-50 la banyak dia and i did this since last week. (Haritu dah siap. Tapi 3 times i asyik dapat invoices baru. And everytime tak tally, setiap kali itulah juga i pening. Coz macam i yang kene pikirkan what to do!) It's a very complicated task that i had to use my brain. He (the officer) gave me this task just like that and from the way i look at it, he was just like waiting for the big grand total. And when the total doesn't tally, haaa..that's where the problem arise annnddd i was asked to do something i shouldn't been doing.

Hm...sebab tu la i takut. Coz this is such a huge claim diorang nak buat and this officer macam bagi i 1 big responsibility. I tak kisah nak tolong ini itu. But when it comes to this huge deal, why don't you do it by yourself?

Beginilah nasibnya bila bekerja dengan orang yang dah berumur and when all of them buta IT. It's so frustrating when you say something, they was like didn't wanna hear your respon, opinion and the things that you wanna teach them. Dahla suruh orang ajar, bila orang cakap, dia nak cakap jugak. Lepas tu tak faham2 and cakap benda yang sama lagi.

Saya memerlukan kesabaran yang amat tinggi

From the way i look at it, situation dia macam diorang ni baru masuk kerja xreti guna PC. Example of the basic thing.

-Dah cucuk pendrive. Nak bukak document dalam pendrive pun tak tahu nak pergi ke mana. (Jawapannya: My computer). Same goes with using the disket. Pun xreti bukak.

-Nak insert table ke dalam words pun tak reti.

-Scan pendrive lagilah xreti.

Dan banyak lagi. All this ialah task harian yang mereka akan lalui selalu for the past beberapa years yang diorang dah bekerja. And they still blur. I'm willing to help. Tapi kalau dah everytime tanya benda sama, you mesti akan tanyakan- Apa yang dia dengar masa kita ajar dulu?

Gosh, i need to stop talking bout this now. Sampai esok pun tak habis cerita.

Haaaaa...

Glad that i let it out of my chest!

Well, a bit calm la daripada tadi.

See, i know that it's totally wrong. At least my supervisor know...

=)

i'm scared. Help me!

Okay...this is a H U G E deal. It's something regarding work at the office. I realized that i shouldn't been doing what I've been told to do. It's damn wrong. Someone told me that i should tell my supervisor. Gosh...both my hands are damn cold and menggigil. Coz i know that this is so wrong.

I'll let my supervisor know this afternoon. But i don't know how to start.

Lets hope there'll be no war in the office because of this.

It's a damn huge deal man.

Wish me luck!

Last week till yesterday i did tons of memeningkan punya kerja. Uh...it's soooo frustrating. The officer was like asking me to do his task without even plan first the format that i should follow. And so i have to figure out myself. Then, when there is a mistakes done by this company, and we check it through together,barulaaah dia nampak betapa complicatednya this task! Urghhh...

We both go through this invoices together for 1 and a half hour with mengantuk eyes...But it felt good when the job is finally finished. My supervisor asked me the progress of my thesis. He asked questions like "You buat thesis you bila? kat rumah?", "Boleh siap ke thesis you dengan kerja yang banyak orang lain bagi pada you?"...a sense of care here...

Yesterday something shocked me. Pengarah minta surat for those who tak pergi mengaji every Friday. Annndd my name pun ada??! Ces! Well, it's a mistake. Sebenarnya, nama yang patut naik is for the officer aje. I think nama i naik sebab for the 1st time i pergi dulu, i wrote in the attendance book that i am from CPA without stating there that i am a practical student. Heh. Anndd i dah lama tak pergi pun sebab my menses keluar for F-ing 3 weeks!!

I don't know what to do....hahaha.

Lagi 19days nak Merdeka. Yea hehe...Pastu no more worries for my thesis. Provided that if everythings goes well la. But i H O P E everythings went well nanti. God, sem ni sangat stress.

Insya Allah i'll do my very best for my presentation & thesis. Tak sabar rasanya nak habis.

2 budak degil dipaksa kahwin

Today, both parents bersua muka. Bercerita mengenai kami yang masih tak mahu berkahwin.

Wahahahaha....

Kelakar. Sebabkan, other people selalunya nak kahwin, tapi ada parent yang tak bagi or ada je lah masalah2 diorg with their parents. But us, both parents dah bagi green light, dah tak kisah bila2 nak, tapi kitaorg yang tak nak. Funny.

His dad cakap, kalau boleh, esok jugak saya suruh Pian kahwin. (Erk!) And my mom also bagi respond yang dia pun tak kisah kalau nak tunang bln 7 nih. Hish..sesuka hati diorg je. I ni dah la kene kerja dulu. Bawak la bersabar...

Lastly his dad pesan pada my parent, doa2 kan la diorg ni cepat kahwin... =D

Hish, rasa macam bosan pula sekarang ni sebab everytime meeting his dad, tak habis2 ckp pasal kahwin. Yeah, mmg dulu ada rasa gatal & excited nak kahwin cepat. Tapi, bila dah ckp serious2 mcm gini...hish...naik takuuuuutt. Macam eh? Aku dah tua, dah banyak responsibility...

Wahahahah (perasan macam budak2 kecik lagi)

I Swear...

As soon as the presentation is over, i wanna sleep the WHOLE day, tak payah bangun,tak payah makan.

6 weeks more to go

Finally....

Walaupun belum habis, tapi terasa dah bahang2 nak habis belajar. Wahahahah =p

But at the same time I'm really scared of my FYP and the B I G day for my presentation!!! Gahh!

Bulan April, kene mintak banyak cuti. 8hb kene hantar synopsis to the panels, 13hb is the B I G day & I'm planning to meet one of the statistic lecturer...maybe PM Zin to ask him bout the result of my findings on SPSS.

I need to focus & try to complete half of my slides & synopsis this week.

Why oh why

The airing date is today and pagi tadi dia cakap lagi 1 hour. Now dah release, the files still cannot be downloaded.

Make it quick will ya??

Dialogue #292400

Yesterday...

Scene 1: In the office

Boss: Sarah,…Sarah…
Me: Ya.
Boss: Saya tengok awak makin kurus lah.
Me: (sambil terkejut coz I thought she wanted to say something else) eh, taklah puan. Makin gemuk adalah. Berat makin naik.
Then I didn’t hear what she said. Sebab dia jauh dari desk i. The conversation was jauh from me. Dia jerit2 aje. My boss’s voices were so loud like the whole office could hear her when she talks. I laugh with Fad since we’re just complaining about our weight since our thighs were so B I G and quarrel that mine was much bigger than her.


Scene 2: Outside my house (dimalam hari)

His dad: Eh,abang awak tu nak beli LCD Monitor?
Me: Haah. Yang flat screen tu
His dad: Nasihat kan dia, xpayah beli. Suruh dia kumpul duit nak kahwin.
Me: =) Tu la membazir.

Survey Murvey

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are to answer all the questions about you. At the end, you have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you (yeah right)


1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
I don't think so. I think the person who gave me the name wanted her daughter to be named as Sarah.

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
Last Saturday,while saying goodbye to Pian =/

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Nope. It always changing every time I'm not writing for a very long time.

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE LUNCH MEAT?
Chicken.

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
No.

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Of Course!

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
No I don't. I'm serious.

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
Erm,yeah.

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
Ooh that's the thing i wanted to do before i die

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE CEREAL?
Coco-crunch...i like the choco taste.

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
Yeah.

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE ICE CREAM?
Cookies and cream

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
Their faces and hair

15. RED OR PINK?
Red.

16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVOURITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
My ass.

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
The bf

18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
Yes.

19. WHAT COLOUR OF PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
No pants.A colorful baju kurung and beige heels.

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
The noise of people in the office

22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?
Blue

23. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
The smells of babies.My room.My boyfriend's perfume.

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
The bf again.

25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
I copied this from other people's blog. =p

26. FAVOURITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
Tennis

27. HAIR COLOUR?
Black

28. EYE COLOUR?
Black

29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
No.

30.FAVOURITE FOOD?
Spaghetti bolognaise made by my mom's friend-its damn awesome!

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
Scary movies.

32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
7 pounds

33. WHAT COLOUR OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
I'm wearing a colorful baju kurung right now. I think its more to blue color.

34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Winter. Living in hot country makes my skin oily and zits are every where...

35. HUGS OR KISSES?
Hugs.

36. FAVOURITE DESSERT?
Chocolate mousse

37.WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
Thanks for the memories-Cecelia Ahern & Gold Market.

38. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
No mouse pad.

39. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
Stylista.

40. FAVOURITE SOUND(S)?
My boyfriend's calming sound of his text ring tone.

41. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
Err..beatles.

42. WHERE IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
An island somewhere up north.

43. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
Hurm, i'm not sure.

44. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
A hospital with a view of the sea.

45. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
Nadheito,Najwa,Nanie MK and you!

The long waiting will comes to an end

Woot! Woot!

Southpark will be on air tomorrow..wohoo

Season 13- The Ring

Kenny and his new girlfriend go to a Jonas brothers' concert. Thinking it's his way into her heart and other body parts, Kenny takes his new girlfriend to a Jonas brothers concert. his dream of taking their relationship to the next level is crushed when the Jonas brothers give them purity rings.

Thank yous

Saya baru pulang dari KL. I spent 3days and 2 nights there. Khamis tu,after meeting dengan advisor,i terus gi KL. Tiket bas semua habis nasib tiket train ada pkl5.30 and at the time i beli tu dah pkl5.15! Mlm tu dinner with Pian.

The plan of spending time with Adah on Friday tak jadi sebab dia kene blk JB ptg. I thought mlm. Ingatkan blh la nak kua2 ke coz Pian pon malas nak layan i,dia suruh i spend time dgn Adah je. Instead,we spent some time together in bed. Sleeping. Hahah.Hm, maybe some other time...i datang pon masa yg tak sesuai... So ptg tu i kuar meeting Pian again. Kesian dia penat2 blk keje dah kene dating lg. Sabtu pun i kua dah ptg and buy ticket and having b'fast-lunch-dinner at once, together just like yesterday....

Pian bought me this


Thanks sayang...really had a great time with you.
While saying goodbyes mlm tadi, tears were on my eyes...sedih sebab lama dapat jumpa then dah kene blk. He was being nice to me now compared dgn dulu. That's a good change.

To Adah & Awie, sorry menyusahkan korang...

I love you all...thanks for being nice to me. I should be treating people nicely coz i realized that m not. =/ Mcm masa Pian hantar i mlm tadi,i termarah dia sebab tgh kelam kabut masa tu nak tanya mcm2 pasal thesis i. I know dia kecik hati kot. Waargghh kenapa asik nak marah aje? I byk melukakan hati org lain. I'm sorry...I byk ignore other people's feelings sebab i terlalu pentingkn diri sendiri. I'm sorry...and Adah yg tolong searchkan some journal for me and Awie yg terpaksa blk umah that Friday night...

I'm sorry

you know that i love yous

xoxo