I did the right thing

I know...

I did that because i care about what I'm doing. Although it's kinda simple thing. I know i had to do something bout it when i know it is wrong. Furthermore, if anything happen, at least my supervisor know.Kan?

My supervisor is the boss to this officer. Well i don't know la kan if before this dia pun pernah buat the same thing. But at least he knows that- saya seorang yang jujur bila menjalankan tugas. And he knows that i do understand my job.

It's a whole mix of emotions today. I'm mad, sad, scared, stress out, etc because of this. My supervisor told me to just follow what the officer asked me to do. And in his opinion, the thing that the officer asked me to do is wrong. I know that he also don't know how to react to this complain from me.

I'm pity to some people today who berhempas pulas membuat kerja sebab esok pagi, mereka ada round table discussion with pengarah at 8 AM and the works still haven't finish. Although the clock showed 5.30PM, the people who is responsible for the RTD masih belum pulang. There's two situation here.

No.1:

A job that has been given waaayyy earlier by the big boss to this officer still haven't finish. She however asked a clerk to complete this task and the clerk gave half of it to my friend. Sangat banyak but...easy and straight forward to do.

No.2:

This is my task. I should say 50-50 la banyak dia and i did this since last week. (Haritu dah siap. Tapi 3 times i asyik dapat invoices baru. And everytime tak tally, setiap kali itulah juga i pening. Coz macam i yang kene pikirkan what to do!) It's a very complicated task that i had to use my brain. He (the officer) gave me this task just like that and from the way i look at it, he was just like waiting for the big grand total. And when the total doesn't tally, haaa..that's where the problem arise annnddd i was asked to do something i shouldn't been doing.

Hm...sebab tu la i takut. Coz this is such a huge claim diorang nak buat and this officer macam bagi i 1 big responsibility. I tak kisah nak tolong ini itu. But when it comes to this huge deal, why don't you do it by yourself?

Beginilah nasibnya bila bekerja dengan orang yang dah berumur and when all of them buta IT. It's so frustrating when you say something, they was like didn't wanna hear your respon, opinion and the things that you wanna teach them. Dahla suruh orang ajar, bila orang cakap, dia nak cakap jugak. Lepas tu tak faham2 and cakap benda yang sama lagi.

Saya memerlukan kesabaran yang amat tinggi

From the way i look at it, situation dia macam diorang ni baru masuk kerja xreti guna PC. Example of the basic thing.

-Dah cucuk pendrive. Nak bukak document dalam pendrive pun tak tahu nak pergi ke mana. (Jawapannya: My computer). Same goes with using the disket. Pun xreti bukak.

-Nak insert table ke dalam words pun tak reti.

-Scan pendrive lagilah xreti.

Dan banyak lagi. All this ialah task harian yang mereka akan lalui selalu for the past beberapa years yang diorang dah bekerja. And they still blur. I'm willing to help. Tapi kalau dah everytime tanya benda sama, you mesti akan tanyakan- Apa yang dia dengar masa kita ajar dulu?

Gosh, i need to stop talking bout this now. Sampai esok pun tak habis cerita.