Anni!

I’m all exhausted today.

Meeting Pian at 11 o’clock and went back home at 2 in the morning! We’re so busy. Went to Pasir Gudang to cut his hair, cari blazer for him (he has been complaining that sejuk gila masa kerja) we’re not only search kat Tebrau but also at Pelangi, we celebrate our anni with eating sushi and some cakes, I bought a nice beige color pointed shoes to wear for work and a nice cottony pajama. His little brother wanted to watch Bolt, so we booked a ticket for 12.10 a.m. punya show since petang punya dah tak sempat. Then at around 9p.m. went to his aunty house ada birthday party. I don’t eat much. It’s so tiring. Kesian tengok Pian. Balik JB aje mesti penat. Kena bagi masa for his family and me. Tomorrow pagi, kene pergi beli the blazer. Tadi tu just survey aje dulu. Then dia pulak pergi beli tiket balik KL at noon. Hm, macam tak sempat aje. But I know why he buy the ticket at noon. Dia nak sampai KL cepat so that he could get enough rest. I’m sorry sayang…my CPU pon dia tak sempat betulkan lagi. If only he works in JB…Furthermore, dia pun dah macam tak mampu nak layan I today coz we’re both so damn tired! I love you sayang…






Happy Anniversary.

Dating

I should have been started doing my research for my proposal. I don’t even have a topic yet. I want Pn. Hazila to be my advisor. Tapi dengan topic yang takde lagi, macam mana nak ask her to be my advisor? If I want her to be my advisor, I have to do research on portfolio or unit trust only. Sigh. I still don’t get it about the ratios in the unit trust- Jensen, Alpha and Treynor. =/

I’m all excited to meet my love tomorrow. Well, today actually. Now, we only could meet up once a month! We both are badly missing each other.

I just read some background about Kastam. Well, just to be preparing for the training. I’m nervous like hell. Tinggal satu hari je lagi dah nak start training. Takoooot! I have a very low self-confidence.

Last night, I got to catch things up with my old friends on ym. They say that my schoolmate is getting married. Why ah that everyone is getting married and I’m still haven’t finish my study and haven’t even get a job. I’m just jealous. But I know that it’s still early for me and Pian to get married. We both still got so many things to pursue in life. This year alone, like 7 people I knew has been settled down or maybe more than that. I lost count.

I hope that me and Pian also gonna end with a happy ending…

5 years & still counting..

Hari ini kena bertolak ke Segamat.Hahah..masih perlu ke sana..even when i'm on holiday.Bosannya & I'm still belum tidur.

Pian says that he's gonna be back for the weekend. Lets hope dia tak de kerja for weekend nih so that we could celebrate our 5 years anni! Wow that's 5 years,i macam xpercaya. We both had known each other for so long and yet we still trying to know each other better. There's still an arguing happened...we still couldn't stand each other. See,no matter how long you've known that person and you think that you really really know them better,think again. People change.

So don't be like so proud when I'm stressed or mad about my man and you...dengan bangganya says 'lelaki,biasalah..' when you baru in 1 relationship only. You gonna feel that too one day. Hah!

Happy Graduation Day!

I'm sorry that i'm not be able to be there with you...Have fun! I'm proud of you.Nanti my turn,you have to come!Hehe..I love you!

xoxo

It's OVER!

The exam is finally over. I'm at home now. Last night penat gila unpacking my things that i sleep like the WHOLE day today. Bangun hanya untuk makan then tidur balik. Tak sukanya jadi malas! My left hand rasa lenguh tak hilang2 lagi coz angkat beg yang berat bawak turun dari tingkat 3. I put yoko2 like so many times already and still the pain hasn't go away.

The plan to stay until 19th has been canceled by the lecturer. At the very last minute. Kinda pissed off coz we have to go back to Segamat just to meet her and amik buku log and hear some briefing on the 25th. Tak tahu lagi pergi naik kereta or by bus. She want us to be there by 9am. Ada ke bus yang gerak pagi2 buta and could arrive there at 9? Aku pening.

Another plan has been canceled also...

I decided not to go to KL for my dear's convo. Well he doesn't mind. He want to meet me but dia pun xnak i ada masa convo tu coz agak leceh. I know, i pun pikir macam tu juga. Lagipun, kena mengharungi kebosanan dari JB ke Seremban on the Friday tu without Pian in the car,kene stay kat rumah aunty die for that night, then Saturday morning baru gerak ke KL..malamnya tidur hotel,then on the Sunday pulak, kebosanan tunggu luar dewan sorg2 while waiting for the event to be finish then another kebosanan terpaksa diharungi from KL-JB. Pian pun rasa kesian and he understand how awkward it is.Ahh..well at least he said that he's coming back to JB the week after convo tu. He said "sebab kita dah lama xjumpa"..aww..lagipun we could celebrate our anniversary! IT HAS BEEN 5 YEARS NOW! This is like the relationship paling lama I've ever had.

Good luck to me

Tuesday is my last paper for the exam. Yey!
Tapi otak terasa kosong...sebab belum banyak buat past semester questions. Hafal pun tak banyak lagi. Tapi dah habis cover all the chapters.

I hope i did well for this paper. =)

Damn! I wish I was smart.

Ok.

I’m pretty confident with paper pagi semalam. Portfolio Management. Like 3 questions can get full 20 marks! I rasa rugi tak study Bond. I tengok bond question tadi like wth senang & direct aje dia ask. Tapi I tak study chapter tu so I tak tau the formulas. Like whoever jawab question tu can easily get full marks. Aih. Sekarang baru nak menyesal.

Oh well, at least I’m pretty certain that I can get 85/100 minimum. Like so many questions was easy and you just have to use the formula correctly aje dah boleh dapat full mark. Tapi kalau I jawab soalan bond tu, I can get like 95/100 okay! Uhh, how to get an A mcm gini?

Sem ini agak mencarut gakla since only 2 subjects I get to know my assessment marks. The other 3 paper, langsung tak dapat balik Test 1 &2, Quizzes and what soever.Ziltch! Takut tahu tak if tak dapat tau how u had performs on your tests and quizzes!

Now agak bosan since tinggal one more paper left and what’s more, menengok other people pack their things to head back home for the holidays! Ishk! Kenapalah paper aku on the last day of the exam? Dahlah tu, I have to stay to meet my lecturer on the 19th. Briefing for our practical training for next month. Semua orang dah balik tahu tak! Thank God kat wing I ni ada lah jugak bdk2 degree yang pergi practical. So they also have to attend this meeting. Tu pun tak le ramai. TAKOOOTT!

I’m planning to get my hair to be straightening back and cut before going for the practical training. Rambut aku sekarang macam orang gila okay and I think sangat tak sesuai untuk pergi bekerja. Lagipon Encik Pian sangat membencinya. Well, dia takdela kata directly like “I hate your hair” but I know he doesn’t like it. Every time meeting him, I have to tie up my hair.


*Note to myself: Pergi study lah Sarah! Kang menyesal tak dapat jawab betol2!

Mati katak

Fuck! Bencinya aku. Since when internet kat library nih dah tak boleh guna untuk download? Baru aje nak download southpark. Dah 2 episodes i missed.

Well, i baru aje done my exam on Real Estate Finance. Wah..kacang panjangla i can say. Jawab sebijik mcm dlm buku. The thing now is that i worried bout my carrymark because i think i did pretty bad on my tests. So, walaupun kacang ketika menjawab final, i think i still will get lower grade. Sigh...So now another 2 paper to go. Yeeha..Really can't wait for the exam to be over. But i did a careless mistake on Financial Statement Analysis. Kenapalah mengong sangat sampai buat cash flow yang senang nak mampos pun boleh dapat jawapan yang tak betul! Other questions pon agak confiusing jugaklah.Haih..

Oh, i'll be going to KL on the 21st! Bersama family Pian. His Convocation is on the 23rd. I'm gonna take lots of pictures of us! Tapi agak bosan kerana pergi ke KL sendirian without Pian in the car,tinggal di rumah auntynya di mana pun ku tak tahu dan berada di KL sehingga hari Isnin (Pian dah kerja). =/

*I miss you sayang

I'M GETTING A CAR!!!OMG

I'm still havn't decided yet..pening pikir..



OR

A..A..A+

Sekarang saya sedang beronline di rumah. Yea2. Ada 7 hari gap. So i decided to went back home sebab sangat bosan di Segamat. Really can't wait for this semester to be ended coz after this, i won't have to be in here ANYMORE! I have done 2 paper currently for my final exam. Surprisingly, i didn't know how well i performed. Last semester i could at least predict what my results gonna be for every subject i taken. Now, semuanya blur. I x tau sama ada apa i jawab tu btol or salah. =/ This is so BAD. I'm extremely worried since this is my last chance to score habis-habisan. Lepas ni x de dah. I want as many As as i can get! Everytime i habis paper i akan pening sangat2. I wonder why. Sampai nak muntah and mabuk. Hm, bukannya i study and jawab exam gila-gila pon. I guess last sem lagi teruk i study compared to this sem. Sampaikan my ex roomate dulu ckp "akak ni xpenat ke duk study dari tadi?" Haha..now, i sangat malas. KENAPA!!? I feel relax now jawab exam and that really makes me scared. I don't like to find myself sangat relax bila jawab exam. That's when the result turn out to be less than i expected. Well, lets just hoping both paper yang i dah amik tu i akan dapat at least B+. But i still want A!!!

TOLONGLAH! AKU MAHUKAN A!