• I've booked a movie for tonight at 9.40p.m. The boy really wanna watch Sherlock Holmes. The plan actually is that i want to buy shoes for the hantaran. Guess that's not gonna happen tonight.
• I'm bored. I am shocked at the amount of people i know getting married this year and having babies. Guess my turn is next.
  
• I still think that Grey or the purple pink color that i want for my wedding is nice. I've seen other people using that color for their wedding and it's fucking nice. Ah well, that's not important bak kata Pian. Yang penting kahwin. So i'm trying to chill out.
• Hari pertama sungguh celaka. Telan pill 2biji pun tak jalan. Sakit gila! So i'm just lying on the bed all day.
  
• Barang hantaran almost complete. Only 1more barang for me and 3more barang Pian. =)

Having a great time!

• 25th: Pian balik JB to attend his cousin's wedding. Yea2 dapat dating.
• 26th: Siangnya, his family bawa i pergi beli barang kemas untuk hantaran. Ya Allah, the ring super cantik! Pastu ada 1 benda tu ada 7batu & ia membawa makna sekiranya saya mendapat benda itu pada tahun depan kerana tahun depan adalah ulang tahun kami yang telah berusia 7tahun! yey =) Jadi,saya sangatlah bangga kerana telah memilih benda itu. Lantas saya memberitahu tentang berita itu disini kerana saya sangat gembira...
• 27th: Went to A'famosa. Stayed at this very nice villa. Petangnya hantar orang bertunang (cousin Pian). Then malam masak BBQ dengan adik-beradik Pian. My 1st time masak BBQ best gila.
• 28th: Morning went to WaterWorld dengan Pian & adiknya. Kulit jadi hitam. Penat naik2 tangga sebab nak main slides. Boleh kurus camni sebab semalam makan banyak. Perot jadi boncit macam orang ngandung. =/

Gambar2 semua ada dicamera bapak Pian. Kalau bawak camera sendiri boleh post it here =/ Lupa.

LAGI 2BULAN????FUCKING NERVOUS SIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sila tonton cerita ini

• Avatar sangat BEST people! Go watch it. Really worth the money. Oh, kalau boleh tengoklah 3D lagi best rasanya sebab tengok yang biasa ni pun dah cantik lagikan pulak kalau 3D kan kan?
  

• Semalam beli barang-barang hantaran untuk Pian. He get so excited sampai tak sabar nak tunggu lagi 2bulan untuk guna barang tu. And me too...lamanya nak tunggu boleh guna make-up2 tu.hehe.

• To my cousin Nanie, Happy Birthday in advance coz i might not be able to online on that 19. So, have a great day & may all your wish come true...

• Pian akan balik ke KL esok. =/ Rasa macam tak puas. Padahal 6hari straight jumpa. hehe. Gedik. So what?

• Malasnya nak cari kerja...

• Malam tadi emak saya telah membenarkan saya membuat sesuatu yang diluar jangkaan saya. And..i'm not sure whether i'm happy with it or not.

Some pictures during my E day!

With hantaran from Pian

Me & Caen after make-up

With Friends

Hantaran utk Pian

I'm finally Engaged to the most wonderful person

• 28/11/2009 was my engagement day. Finally, got the most expensive thing yang Pian pernah belikan...=)

• The next day nya terus ikut mummy gi Genting. Sampai aroung midnight. Sejuk gila!!! On the 2nd, turun KL. Tak main apa sangat pun sebab hari hujan. 1st day naik, kabus tebal so xdpt main outdoor. Main indoor je melayan budak2 sme. The view was nice.
  

• Celebrate birthday Shua on the 3rd by having a nice dinner at Le Meridien. Everyone having a steak for dinner. Finally, dapat jugak makan lamb shank sebab minta2 Pian asyik xpernah dpt pon. =/ Kedut. Uncle spent RM2004.45 for all 13 of us for the dinner.
  

• While in KL, saya dapat Facial Treatment, Hair Treatment and Foot massage. Hm...bestnya.

• Balik JB on Monday naik Firefly...=)
  

• Uh2..gotta stop typing now...i'm having java chip frappuccino ice cream from Starbucks..with lots of huge dark chocolaty chunk! Ah..sedap sedap...
  

Main hujan!

Semalam, bermain hujan melayan budak2 nih semua. Mentang-mentang mummy tak de. We played soccer in the rain, cycling dan main slide at the playground. Hujan lebat gila + angin yang kuat.

Malamnya tidur awal. 10.30 p.m. semua dah masuk tidur. Keletihan...

Hm, Harini xtau nak buat apa. Maybe i'll take them to the mall.

It's raining man

Early morning: sent Nashua to school around 7.30 a.m. dengan keadaan yang hujan lebat (monsoon season right now), kereta banyak and then bawa manual pulak tu. Gila nervous. Aku belom expert!

Sampai je rumah, watched P.S. I Love You, again! And then cried macam orang gila. Sedih sangat2. =/

Nasib dah sampai rumah barulah hujan lebat yang maha amat dan angin bertiup kencang sedang-sedang. Aih, apa bahasa?

Semalam beli songket yang cantik untuk yang tersayang dan menempah cincin yang cantik untuk yang tersayang juga… =)

Okay gtg. Kena memandu lagi untuk beli makan tengahari. =/

Dalam proses menguruskan perot

• I did some morning walk today with mummy.
• Then petangnya, gi gym with mummy lagi. Running on the treadmill for 30 minutes = 2.88km and burned 163 calories. Wohoo. Esok buat lagi. Maybe until a week before the 12 December and then after that date, insyaAllah continue lagi.
• ESOK PAGI!!!! 7.30 a.m. - hantar Shua pergi skolah. 11.30 a.m.- beli makan. 12.30 p.m.- kuar balik amik Nonie balik skolah yg jauh kat Paka. 2 p.m.- amik Dini balik skolah. Kena pergi Paka semula! 3.30 p.m.- amik Shua balik skolah. WArghhh! And i'm driving manual. =/

Bling Bling

Ya Allah, puasnya hati dengan pilihan yang dibuat pada hari ini.

=)

Terima kasih Encik Suffian. Saya sangat suka!

Takde ideala nak letak title apa

• So last night, i ate sushi. Burrppp! Thanks to Encik Pian. =)
• Today kena mengemas and packing my stuff coz tonight, i'm going back to JB. (Benci packing!)
• Hm...what to have for lunch? Nasi beriyani in Bangsar maybe.
• I'm 50kg this year and by the end of this year, it might naik another 2 or 3 kg more. Perut sudah buncit and berat sejak awal tahun sampai sekarang xmo turun-turun. BENCI!!!! Dah nak kahwin la wei, turun la! Baju dah tempah. Tak muat baru tahu.
• Baju tunang dah siap. Dah try. Tapi bahagian perut nampak macam ada benda timbul. I wanna cry!!!! =/
• Lagi 2 minggu nak tunang. I'm EXCITED! Semoga semuanya dipermudahkan Tuhan...
• Oh2 Pian let me drive his car around KL. I'm so happy that he let me. Kalau tak dulu, bukan main susah nak dapat drive. Even if we're in JB pun xmo kasi. Now since dia dengar mummy bagi i drive her Odyssey and Mahindra in KL and Ganu to Paka, barulah dia percaya kat gf dia ni. Huh. Nyampah.

Days been away from home: 23

My interview went well yesterday. Tapi i tak terlalu mengharapkan sangat pun. Sekarang rasa macam...malasnya nak kerja. Tapi bosan jugak duk rumah. Pian also doesn't mind if i'm not working after we get married. =)

Yey, tomorrow i'm going back to JB. How i miss my bed so much! Hm...tapi weekend ni agak busy coz nak kena cari ring and do some stuff. Oh, and packing lots of things. Then monday, pulang ke Ganu. Yehey!

To Najwa: MINGGU DEPAN, PERGI GANU JUGAK! MESTI! KENA! JOM LA JOM LA HAVING FUN! Release tension after exam.

I'm having maggi mee only for lunch today. Nyummy but for dinner tonight, i would like to have sushi & chocolate ice-cream. Encik Pian, sila bawa saya ye. TQ & I love you.

hihi..

I'm so lonely

There will be another interview tomorrow morning. Penat la wehh. This one was arranged by cousin Pian punya husband.

=/

Takut....I noticed that whenever i am nervous, my neck will turn red. BANYAK!!! Macam gatal-gatal. Pastu bila dah calm down betul-betul baru dia hilang...

Wish me LUCK!

Kebuncitan yang melanda diri...

I tell you...by the end of this year,i'll be putting some weight because why? Since living with mummy for the past two weeks, i have been eating fast foods like: Burger King, Pizza Hut, Popeyes, Domino's Pizza, KFC, Nando's (with Pian) in just two weeks i remind you again. =/

Being here really doesn't help me to make my tummy look slimmer. Plus, my body suffered with Facial Treatment, Eyebrow threading yang a bit pedih (dulu tak pon), BRAZILIAN WAXING, Waxing my legs...Why la had to be painful to look beautiful?

But i love the result- Smooth legs, all pimples gone ( now kena wait for the skin to heal), and eyebrow yang kemas.

Note to self: You have to be careful on what you say Sarah. Don't ever make that person think that you don't understand *** anymore. DANGEROUS!!!

In 3 weeks time, i'll be getting engaged. Oh, i hope by that time all the scars on my face will GONE! PLEASE!

Travelling

• 2nd Nov: went to Kuantan for facial treatment. Another appointment on 24th.
• 4th Nov: went to KL for hair treatment pulak
• 5th Nov: trim eyebrow

Hm...sejak duk dgn mummy, macam-macam treatment kena buat until bulan 3. Terseksa badan with being waxed and all.

7hb balik Terengganu, amik baju semua and then gi Kelantan pulak. Mummy ada hal and maybe do some shopping for my things. Tido sana and then balik Terengganu the next day. On 10th, kena turun KL coz on the 11th i got an interview with the bank. Penatnya asyik kena travel sana sini.

=/

I miss my home...

Been away from home since last wednesday, 21st Oct. Sebab ada convo. Then on Sunday pergi rumah my aunt at Tiara Faber and then the next day balik Terengganu with her. Maybe i'll stay here til 12th Nov. Lots of things to do. Last Friday & Saturday, i cari baju for tunang & nikah. I really like the kain. Both are nice & simple. Pastu on Sunday, i bought the make up set for hantaran. Ya Allah...sumpah tak sabar nak pakai!

So now saya sedang berholiday at Terengganu...ah...very relaxing! Masa kat KL langsung tak dapat tidur yang selesa & puas. Dah la tidur lambat, lepas tu bangun awal. Tomorrow we're going for a swim at the beach. Budak kecik ni ponteng sekolah. Mentang2 dah habis exam.

Wish Adah & Awie were here...teringat masa bercuti sama2 dulu masa Pian ada jugak. =)

It's just hard to express myself...

I'm stress right now due to the fact that lots of things need to be prepared. Yes, i do admit that sometimes i am complicated, can't make decision quickly and not that very talkative person. But people also need to know that i know what i want. Its just that, sometimes it's hard to find the one that you really really want and that it could makes you satisfied with it. Yes, i do not know certain things coz everything sometimes was being prepared and decided by my mom. And sometimes you need to realize, i can't be like the person that you want me to be. Everyone is different. Doesn't mean when i am quiet, i am a blur person or dumb.

My convo day is today! I couldn't sleep yet.Need to wake up early in the morning...around 5 a.m. I am so proud of myself. Thank you so much to my family, Suffian, my lecturers and everyone for helping me with my study, for given me advices, supporting me, etc. Really appreciate it.

My friend Fara got ANC with a 1st class degree... Jealousnya!!! I however only managed to get 2nd class upper. Tapi beryukurlah jugak....Alhamdulillah.

Bbuurpp! Ah...

• Went to Cold Storage for Pian's groceries today...

• Ate lunch at Sushi King. We had Chicken Curry set (nyummy), pastu saya sangat suka makan seasoned jellyfish & seasoned scallop (my GOD it was really nyummy too!) and banyaklah lagi order yang lain2...puasnya sebab dah lama tak makan sushi.hehe.

• Malamnya makan dinner kat umah uncle Pian sebab uncle dia nak gi haji. Ya Allah...lagi bertambah-tambah la lemak ini. Makan nasi ape tah dengan ayam masak merah, acar & satay yang gemok-gemok belaka...chomp chomp...

• Pastu balik, makan chocolate ice-cream pulaakkk...

• Imagine berapa banyak lemak yang berjaya dikumpul? Or maybe sebab hari itu bakal mendatang.Tu yang makan banyak!

• Yay Arsenal scored 3-1 against Birmingham C. =)

I hate group interview. Today is my 1st time doing a group interview. I think it's not fair sebab i mula-mula ditanya a question regarding customer la like what will i do if i face with a customer yang tak puas hati. Dahla men jawab je mcm tak teratur jawapan i then the interviewer asked the SAME question to the guy sitting next to me. Of cos la dia jawab lagi teratur like ikut step and mestilah dia boleh pikir jawapan apa yang i tak mentioned. F lah!

Totally not fair!

Then tadi the interviewer called me asking siapa nama budak laki tu sebab dia lupa. Pastu dia mentioned that that guy tak dapat sebab dia takde degree...

I might get this job. Futhermore, it'll be in JB. So, Hurray! Tapi tak dapat jumpa Pian =/ Tapi kalo kerja KL lagi leceh.

I don't know why my english berterabur harini. Biasa kalo time interview okay je. Maybe sebab buat dua orang serentak kot. Pian kata "Tula padan muka...berlagak lagi".

=/

I bukan berlagak mana pun. Its just that budak semalam graduate uni yang memang guna bahasa masa belajar so cam kesianla kan sebab diorg kena usaha lebih untuk polish english diorg compared to uitm students yang memang belajar guna english. tu je. Hm, Pian ni nak kena,pandai nak kenakan orang balik. Biasa ni!

So,what's been happening?

• OMG! Stephen Gately is dead???! I couldn’t believe my eyes when I read the news on Newspaper. He’s only 33 years old. I still remember the day when I used to adore him and put posters of him at the back of my door. =/

• I finally got the cert after attending the pre-wed course yo!
  The course was fun. Really. Because the penceramah was really funny but some are dead bored. Summore, they talk about some *ehem ehem* things. Euw…but you need to take note on that cos it’s very important. So in 3 months time from my wedding date nanti, I had to prepare lots of documents. Like doing the HIV test, find two saksi, then go for interview (yes, interview people!), and banyak la lagi kena isi borang itu ini. Pening dah. Talking bout responsibilities.

• My school friends came for raya yesterday. =/ I feel bad cos I didn’t have the chance to beraya to their houses. If only I have my own transport, it would be easy.

• Oh, I got two interviews i.e. on Wednesday (today) & Thursday. Gila nervous. And Fitri, ( Pai’s husband) called me just now to asked whether I’m still interested to work with the bank for operation position. The interview will be next week. So now it’s like I’ll have to be in KL this week & next week and then have to stay longer cos 24th is my convo day. Lamanya duk KL.

• On Sat. night, I had dinner with his family. We had seafood. Em..cedapya!
  Pian already picked the design for the card. Funny thing is, he choose the same design that I like. I still don’t know yet on what color it should be.

• Mom let me choose some shawls that Sultanah gave her. Banyaaakkk…I picked two. One black & one green which is VERY nice! His mom gave me some nice brooch. Em..macam perli je *wink wink*. Eh, terasa pulak.

• I wish I could ace the dance like Beyonce’ did during the MTV music award. The choreography was awesome! (teringat zaman-zaman jadi cheerleader dulu).
  

Kembali dalam proses menjadi panda yang comel!

Ahahahah…

Hm, apa yang sudah terjadi selepas raya?

- His dad bawa I gi amik darah untuk check whether I ada talasemia/not. Pian yang nak tahu sangat sebab dia ada. So, on Thursday morning I gi Puteri Specialist. Ya Allah, aku mati2 la ingat dia cucuk hujung jari. Rupanya, Kat lengan ANDDDDD 1 tiub tu!!!!!!!!!Effingnya!!!!!!!!! That’s the 1 st time in my whole life pergi amik darah. Tangan punyala sejuk sebab takut. Bukan takut apa,tapi takut kalo sakit!!! =/ Masa dia amik tu I tengok je his dad and listen to what he says. Dia cakap2 pun sebab nak keep me distracted. Well, it helps. But masa jarum dah cucuk kat lengan, I dapat rasa then his dad cakap ‘Ah muka dah kemek’. Heheh I just takut kalo sakit. The whole people kat lab tu tahu yang I ni bakal menantu dia, his dad le yang kecoh2. Pastu 1 of the nurse cakap habis la awak dapat bapak mertua macam ni. Eheh. I know…Well, whatever it is the amik darah thing was a nice experience. I tak tahu what my blood type is. So his dad suruh nurse tu check kan sekali.

To Suffian,tanganku ini berlubang & lebam keranamu tau x. F! Nasib tak sakit sangat. Serunut apanya? Tipu i..

- Petangnya, his dad call and beritahu dia dah amik kan borang untuk kursus kahwin. So malam nanti dia nak datang umah suruh I isi sekali sebab esoknya dia nak hantarkan borang tu. Dahla dia call petang, kelam kabut petang tu jugak I gi amik gambar pakai tudung sebab dalam borang tu nak gamba bertudung. Malam tu macam biasa la kan, setiap kali dorg berjumpa apa lagi, duk berbincang laa…So, the kursus me and Pian kena pergi is on 10& 11/10.

Excitednya....

Tak sabar nak tunggu next year!

Ngeeee....

wa wa wa

Saya lulus exam.

You don't know how nervous i am nak amik exam. Sangat teruk...

Then when it turn out that i pass...Ya Allah...sangat lega...Tapi nervous terus datang balik when i'm thinking for another stage that i have to face. But...whatever itu mungkin lambat lagi...

Thanks to everyone for sharing some tips with me. I hate exams!

You don't know how badly i want this plus the fact that saya sudah menganggur for 4months. Bosan duk umah...

Hm...mungkin ini rezeki nak wawen kot...

=)

Mintak2 semuanya dipermudahkan...Amin

I wrote whatever i like...

HARI ITU

Masih ada 2 bulan untuk menanti hari yang kecil itu…

Masih ada 5 bulan untuk menanti hari yang besar itu…

Hm…apa yang harus aku buat ialah berusaha dan berdoa semoga hari-hari itu akan menjadi kenyataan.

=)

Tiada title yang menarik

Yesterday, i pergi Segamat..alone. Buat clearance and ambil copy thesis i. I dapat tau my thesis mark. Masa result, dapat tau grade aje. Ni i dapat tau my mark. Ape sehh..80 aje????? But i admitla memang ada silap sikit sana sini.

Bersyukur aje laaa...

Ya Allah..Segamat punya tahap kepanasan...habis lencun baju & seluar. Mana taknya ke hulu ke hilir semata-mata nak dapatkan cop. Nasib aku spray perfume banyak2 b4 datang kalo tidak tah bau ape la kan...lepas tu naik bas macam F orang2 ni semua. Busokk gila!!! Macam nak muntah!!! Jadi untuk menahan kebusukan yang tak terhingga itu, i sapu minyak kapak dihidung,makan mentos,turn on my mp4 and tidooo...

I patutnya pakai facemask masa pergi Segamat. All the staff,lecturers & some students pun pakai. Takut seh bila my friend cakap ada sorang dah mati. Dah la i naik public transportkan. Tu la disebabkan asyik dok terperap dalam umah, tak terasa pun yang benda ni serious. Dah berjalan baru terasa...=p

Pian telah mendapat anak buah semalam..tepat pukul4.30p.m. Kak Long bersalin anak lelaki..Congrats to Kak Long & Sopi. Oh ye,patut ke kalo i ni jadi menantu,i akan dipanggil Kak Ngah???Gelinya!!!Dah la takde adik lepas tu tiba2 je nanti jadi akak.Hahahahahahaha gila kelakar. Tak boleh terima! Anyway, baby diorg mesti comel..tak sabar sebenarnya nak gi jenguk.

Oh! Good news...my brother,K.idah beserta anak2 diorang akan pindah JB. Yea!!! Boleh jumpa Cha2 & Naufal selalu...kalo tak,susah betul nak jumpa.

Andd..one more,congrats to my dear cousin-Nani. Anda telah grad...bestkan? I ni tak sabar nak rasa 2nd time grad pulak. Mesti sedih lagi.

Stress?

The ‘big day’ might be postponed until I finally get a job and financially ready. So, for the time being if his family insists on having some ikatan, I think I akan bertunang dulu kot… Aku tak paham tah apa tah yang diorg nak sangat kahwin bln 2.

Pian was here for the weekend…tonight, his family ajak main bowling. I’m just not in the mood for that. Dah berapa hari tak baca buku. Pemalas. Macam mana tah nak jawab exam nanti. Semalam Pian berbincang with my parents – well my mom yang asked him to come. Atok nya pun haritu siap telefon my mom ckp2 pasal ni semua. Seriously, this thing was like diorg2 ni je yg sibuk itu ini while me and Pian relax gila. Sebab dia faham yang I tak kerja lagi.

Lantaklah…

Anyway..i hope I did well for my exam nanti which is next month!

The pictures

The super delicious meal

Aquaria

At Pai's wedding with family Pian

So much to tell...

I’m hardly online nowadays. A lot of things happened. I’m not interested with the job which my last interview offered me. Furthermore, it is for the Bangi posting,I got no transportation, I have to meet my client if they cannot come to see me and bla3. Lots of UPIC members came for the interview and a few of them accepted the job. The interview was actually being arranged by Airgate. After the interview, of course, I spent my precious time with my precious love. We went to Aquaria, I finally get to taste the Krispy Kreme doughnuts & had lunch at Bubba Gump- which was superbly delicious, my boo2 finally get to buy the long awaited hundred something mouse to replace his mouse that I accidently ruined- (dia yang cakap tapi pada pendapat saya, mouse dia tu ha yang murahan… )and I said hello to Adah & Awie before I head back to JB. Walaupun masanya sekejap sahaja, tapi me and Awie sempat lagi berkongsi cerita panas. Kelakar betui la kami ini…bila ketemu jea mesti nak bergosip.

The above situation happened on the 1st week of July.

On the 2nd week, his dad wanted to bring me along to attend Pai’s wedding ( Pian’s cousin). At first I had a hard time to make the decision to agree since the journey will be me alone without him by my side-for the 1st time and it is for 4 f-ing hour! Since I was thinking on how badly I miss him, I decided to come along and then we stayed at Putrajaya.

A lot of things happened during my 3 days in KL but the thing that always makes me kinda stress was the fact that everyone kept asking about our wedding. One of his cousins asked us to let her kahwin dulu.Urgh..kahwin lah…cop la mana2 tarikh korg nak. I don’t care!

Oh I forgot to mention, Pai look very pretty during her wedding. Sangat cantik! I like her outfit though. The pelamin was simple too. I told Pian’s mom that Pai’s dress look very beautiful. She told me that they bought it at Indonesia. I swear I wanna wear one of those too.

Oh2 andddd I want to mention here that…the person that Najwa mentioned to me was indeed very…comel. Hahaha…after reading his blog, i was like OMG, dia punya tahap perasan sebijik macam bf aku! And I could tell that somehow, perangainya, memang ada akan2 perangai kamu Najwa!

I'm getting old!

Yes i am 24 now...
Macam tak caya je dah tua.Hahaha
But muka i still cute,bak kata pian.=p

We're gonna celebrate my birthday this coming weekend.Lots of things to do together...

Rindu gila.2 minggu tak jumpa!

Tomorrow is my interview day.

Wish me luck!

Alhamdulillah...

I just checked my result…and…

FINALLY…paling tinggi aku pernah dapat weh.

WArghhhhh!!!!!!!

Well, I got an A- for my thesis. =/ I thought that if I could get an A, then I would have got 4 flat for my gpa. Damn.

Thank you again Suffian, for tak jemu-jemu advicing me, marah I, bising2 kat I suruh blaja and that I should try my best. You gave me an endless support.

And

Thank you to my lecturers especially my advisor and En. Din for the encouragement, suggestions, ideas and comments for my thesis.

And of course

to my beloved family…for being very understanding and tak jemu2 doa kan kejayaan i.

I love me and I love yous!

=)

Bercuti & mencari kerja

I'm in KL

Esok sudah kene pulang ke JB =/

Sudah 2 kerja sy apply setakat ini. Hopefully dpt la kan. This week, nak anto lg 2 application through mail.

Mintak2 dpt kerja yg best2. Dan mesti di KL. Haha...

Bosan duh dok umah. Tensen sbb tak wat apa2. Mkn,tido..

Gila bosannn

Uh…bosannya….

I wish I was in KL right now. Spending time with Pian & doing everything together.

Berangan!

Well, there’s a lot to be done on my to-do list. Such as…

- Wash the shoes that I’ve been used during the outdoor activities at UPIC. (Gila, dah seminggu tak berbasuh).
- Read on treasury book and pretty much everything that related to finance.
- Vacuum bilik!!!!
- Hantar application form to fstep.
- habiskan nonton season 4 & 5 of family guy
dan byk lagiii…

Padahal there’s nothing much to do kat rumah ni. Tapi semua tu tak terlaksana pown. Hahaha…
Arghh macam nak pack my bags and went to KL jek!!!!

I need my soul mate.

100% me!

Hm…I really miss the UPIC moment where I enjoyed myself so much although everyday was really a tired day. Lepas je the 2^nd outdoor activity, the next daynya I dah tak larat dah for our next activity. But I do love keeping myself busy, ada activity nak dibuat instead of duk umah makan, tgk TV and tido.

Damn bosan siot. I don’t like being malas.

I remembered dulu2 masa high school suddenly I terasa nak sgt join my school punya hoki club. Masa tu rasa mcm nk sgt being active. Then I asked 1 of my junior “bila coach nak amik bdk baru?”. Selalu jugaklah I tanya until one dayyyyy. I join for their training and that day jugak being selected for my school team and not for the club. Masa nak dekat tournament, we would usually busy for training where for the 1^st time, I had to do the skipping for 1000 times. Lepas tu seminggu kepala sakit. Really. Try doing it WITHOUT stopping. I bet you would feel the same. Then lari keliling sekolah for 10 times. Mind you, bukan dijalan rata. There’s this one bukit yg sgt curam where kat bukit tu kitaorg kene mendaki. 1^st time doing that memang pancit la. Then bila dah selalu buat, dlm round ke 6 or 7 baru pancit la. hihi. It’s fun during those days. And suddenly during one of the choral speaking audition I pun sibuk nak try. Then bila dah dpt, takut. Sebab takde kwn. Ada 4 org je kot Malays. Dahla speaking pun tak reti. Haha. But I like the feelings bila perform depan org ramai. The whole students will look at you and bila dah menang tu rasa puas! I pun tak tahulah why on earth I nak sgt join choral speaking tu. Dahla kene diri row yg paling depan dgn tgn menggigil2, then dapat pulak solo part. Haha. Then tiba masanya I join cheerleader. Aku tak tahulah kenapa dgn aku masa tu. W/pon takde kwn rapat, tp join jugak. Duk terkinja2 sana sini. Tapi fun bila you get to dance with the music. I remembered our song was Original Prankster by Offspring. Cit. I don’t remember what year masa tu. Ada 2 thn I msuk cheerleader. Maybe that song masa 1^st year yg I masuk kot. =p Hm…suddenly rasa rindu pada zaman sekolah. I did not perform well for my exams. Mana taknya, penah satu ketika masa form 4 the whole week tak masuk kelas coz busy training hoki then tgh2 training tu lari kejap ke dewan utk practice choral speaking. Apa2 tah seh. Sampai muka jadi gelap gelita. Pimple sana sini. Euwww…

Hm..looking back on what I’ve been able to challenge myself, I could say that I am very proud being me. W/pon nak buat sesuatu tu takut gila and takde kawan, tapi I paksa juga diri I utk buat. Biar apa org nak kata. At least I did something good for myself. Diorg apa je blh buat? Duk mengata behind my back. Haha. Oh well, yg I know was that I’m just being me!- whether you like it or not.

Sila ambil tahu ye

Earlier this morning, I went to this one bank at CS to request for my bank statement for my trading account. While fill in some details in the form, there’s this one lady-I bet she’s doing the sales for this bank product coz she came to me and asking whether I dah kerja ke belom. Then offering me an insurance product and asking me nak minta bank statement utk apa. So I said la I nak bukak trading account at RHB. Then she asked me pulak what’s a trading account? I was like eh? Oklah so I think maybe dia tak tau kot trading account ni utk apa. So I ckpla if a person tu nak invest-beli stock, kene ada trading account. I tot she already understand la. Then tak lama pastu tnya I lg the same question. I explain blk the same thing and add extra info saying that if I nak beli stock,I kene masukkan duit dlm account ni and call my remiser on what stock I want to buy. Then dia diam.

I was like wth.

Hm, so ini lah dia yg what I’ve heard before this…the complained. Ppl who work at the bank kene tahu semua product bank. So that when ppl ask you or anything, at least you tahu. Poor thing. That lady look a bit older than me and nice looking. But hey, you must know everything la.

Oh yeah,Ferhad was there too on the last day during our Gala Night. He sang dlm 3 ke 4 lagu...tak ingt. But it was very entertaining.

It was worthwhile...

The UPIC Investment Camp was FUN. But it's tiring. Hari2 ada activity and my day starts from 6a.m.-11p.m. Activities was fun too even the outdoor activity punya games pun had something to do with finance. The 2nd day of outdoor activity, we played paintball!! Sangat best! My group main dekat dalam hutan. Ada lake. So suasana war tu mmg ada la coz main dlm hutan. Sorok2 tepi pokok, meniarap kat semak. Then i got bitten by ants. Fak. I kene shot kt mask aje. Other ppl kene kat bdn. Pity them. Lebam2 here & there sbb kitaorg tak pakai vest. Just mask aje. Hm, after the outdor games on 21st, my whole bdn sakit gile. Dah lama tak berlari2. =/

Students yg attend sme pandai2 belaka...terasa diri ni sgt kerdil. I heard ada yg dpt 1st class award utk apa tah. Me? Award apa je yg ada. All students were nice and friendly. Mmg really can see the difference la bandingkan masa kt uni where we were all being nice to the only person we know. But kat sini tak mcm tu pun. 11 days terasa sgt sekejap.

We were told that everyone will get a job placement according to our personality. And they would try very best to get us a job. I'm thinking of amik CFA ( Chartered Financial Analyst). I think it's time for me to take a step to another level. Other 60 ppl yg terpilih, the Persatuan Remiser will train them to be a licensed dealer or remiser. I'm not interested in that.

On our last day- Gala Night, my group akhirnya ada jugak dpt hadiah for 3rd place. Dpt RM500 for creating the X-factor video competition where we make a product which is brooch which enable the person who wear it can get a signal if ada org jahat dtg dekat. Haha..well we were told to do it as creative as we could and they want us to give some 'wild' ideas. I jadi 1 of the main character. Other group yg dpt 1st place dpt RM2000! Ceh. Byk jugakla hadiah yg 1st place dpt RM2000. Then 1st place utk i-trade stock trading competition, a guy from UUM menang RM10, 000!!!!!

Hm, overall i think this kinda camp mmg best! fun! and so many things that i had learned.

My group.Group 16-Strike Mind.

Dato' Mukhriz pun ada dtg...

Paintball challenge. Super best!

Guess where i am

right now i am at UPIC Investment Camp at Putrajaya..at this moment i'm in the auditorium tgh nonton group lain present their co's analysis dalam bentuk drama. Well, kene be creative.Every activity kene be creative. If my team win for this challenge, we'll be receiving RM1000!!

sekarang dah masuk hr ke-5. kinda fun lah...

well gtg now..write later. the judges are looking

I almost die...of boredom.Until...

Yey! Baby's in town...It was a bit tiring since he's in JB on Saturday & Sunday only. We watched Star Trek yesterday. I had a crush on Chris Pine. I realized that i had saw him before in Princess Diaries 2. I swear i had a crushed on him!!

I love those eyes...

And i love you!

Well next week i'll be in KL for 3 weeks. Hm...i get to meet my baby again-if i have a free time during the camp.

* Pian ckp i loser for loving Chris. I don't care!!!

Kerja oh kerja

Today is my 2nd last day of training. At the office today, all were gathered for my farewell party. We also get a present- all 4 of us. I didn’t eat much although the foods were good. I didn’t feel sad at all but I do feel like time is running so fast. I’m not ready to face the real working world. I haven’t send my CV yet for the fstep program which is under the Institut bank-bank M’sia, to Securities Commission which I am interested on the program that they were offering for the graduates and to Bank Negara for the Senior Exec position.



Today I laugh till my stomach cramp. God, sitting beside fad & iekha in the office really makes me wanna laugh all day! They both always talk bout funny stuff. I couldn’t remember when was the last time I laugh like this and it makes my head hurts too.

I’m gonna miss lots of great moments during my training time…

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Perfect timing

Bagus bagus..tatkala aku sedang sedih, si southpark ni pergi keluarkan cite cartman nak jadi pirate kat Somalia pulak...

Bagus Bagus

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Everyone was busy with traveling

Hari Jumaat, my 2nd brother dah pun berangkat ke KL utk lapor diri. Kali ini dia akan belayar ke Saudi Arabia lagi...hatiku amat risau kerana dia akan melalui jalan yang sama lagi seperti tahun lepas dimana kapalnya dihijack oleh lanun-lanun dari Somalia. Hatiku sedih pabila aku pulang dari kerja, dia sudah tiada di rumah. (tak sempat saying goodbye). Semalam, dia sms yang dia sudah otw ke airport utk ke Singapura kerana kapalnya ada disana. While he was traveling back to south, my parents were traveling to Muar to meet the cute little cha2 and the fam. while me heading to KL to meet the love of my life. Rindu. Harini aku akan gerak pulang ke JB pada pkl6. Terasa macam tak nak balik je. Tapi esok dah kena kerja.

Hm...cepatlah habis. Oh, minggu ni last bekerja.

Yey!

A little something about me & Suffian

Me:-

JUN

* Berfikiran jauh & berwawasan. -(yes)

* Mudah ditawan kerana sikap baik.
* Berperangai lemah lembut. -(eyh?)
* Mudah berubah sikap, perangai, idea dan mood. -(yes)
* Idea yang terlalu banyak di kepala.
* Bersikap sensitif. -(yes)
* Mempunyai pemikiran yang aktif (sentiasa berfikir).
* Sukar melakukan sesuatu dengan segera.
* Bersikap suka menangguh-nangguh.
* Bersikap terlalu memilih & mahukan yang terbaik. -(yes)
* Cepat marah & cepat sejuk. -(yes)
* Suka bercakap & berdebat. -(hm, i suka argue)
* Suka buat lawak & bergurau.
* Otaknya cerdas berangan-angan. -(haha..yes)
* Mudah berkawan & pandai berkawan.
* orang yang sangat tertib. - (bila buat kerja la)
* Pandai mempamerkan sikap. -(iye)
* Mudah kecil hati. -(iye)
* Mudah kena selsema. -(tak pon)
* Suka berkemas. -(iye)
* Cepat rasa bosan. -(iye)
* Sikap terlalu memilih & cerewet. -(sangat iye)
* Kurang mempamerkan perasaan. -(eyh?bkn byk ke?)
* Lambat untuk sembuh apabila terluka hati. -(iye)
* Suka pada barang yang berjenama. (sometimes)
* Mudah menjadi eksekutif. -(wow)
* Kedegilan yang tidak terkawal. -(tak degil pon)
* Sesiapa yang memuji, dianggap musuh. Siapa yang menegur dianggap kawan. -(oh this is CORRECT)

Pian:-

OGOS

* Suka berlawak.
* Mudah tertawan padanya. -(eyh?)
* Sopan santun dan mengambil berat terhadap orang lain. -(yup.tp pd org lain aje.me?)
* Berani dan tidak tahu takut.
* Orangnya agak tegas & bersikap kepimpinan.
* Pandai memujuk orang lain. -(hm, tak pandai pujuk pon?)
* Terlalu pemurah & bersikap ego. -(ooh..yes to both)
* Nilai harga diri yang sangat tinggi. -(iye)
* Dahagakan pujian. -(hahaha..betul..betul)
* Semangat juang yang luar biasa.
* Cepat marah & mudah mengamuk. -(ooh tidaaakk..dia sgt calm)
* Mudah marah apabila cakapnya dilawan. -(hm...sikit kot tp mcm tak je)
* Sangat cemburu. -(iye)
* Daya pemerhatian yang tajam & teliti.
* Cepat berfikir. -(haah)
* Fikiran yang berdikari.
* Suka memimpin & dipimpin. -(betul kot)
* Sifat suka berangan. -(eyh?)
* Berbakat dalam seni lukis, hiburan & silat. -(bwahahaha)
* Sangat sensitif tapi tidak mudah merajuk. -(iye)
* Cepat sembuh apabila ditimpa penyakit.
* Belajar untuk bertenang. -(haah)
* Sikap kelam kabut. -(sangat iye)
* Romantik, pengasih dan penyayang. -(IYE)

* Suka mencari kawan -(?)