I've been REJECTED

I want a handsome bf with lot's of money and everything...

That's what most of the people i knew hoping for. I mean, what's with the face? You nak couple dengan org just for their look and money? I bukanlah nak mengata apa but honestly,i am grateful for what i have now and been lucky all this while.

First things that makes me fall in love with my sweetest bf now is because of his heart and the way he treat me.The way he cares of me and listen to my problems. We've known each other like a year at that time and we've never met (during that 1year time),never seen each other and don't even know how's he look like. He always be there for me. Somehow after i met him and we were working together for our cafe,i started to fall in love with him because of the attention he gave to me which is kinda special than everyone else.

So that's why i love him. He changed me to be a better person and always motivate me to focus on my study. He's the reasons why i continue to study. He helps me a LOT. So basically we're not just 'in love',we've helped each other in so many things. We both rely on each other. That's what i love in this r/ship.

I thought that everyone should find the reasons why they fall in love. Other than the physical reason. Because from what i experienced, it won't last long if you just wanna have fun or just wanna have a bf to show off to. Before this pun while i'm with other guys,w/pon tak sehensem yg sekarang, i've never complained about it. Because it's not the face i'm looking for bila nak couple,i'm finding a true love. I mean yeah memanglah sometimes looks is important,tapi bila i dah dapat yg memang betul2 dapat jaga hati i and all that,itu dah cukup dah. So,what i saw is that,my friends do have a bf who cares bout them and he really loves her.Crazily love her tapi yg gfnya pula nak lebih,ada r/ship with other guys and dok mengutuk bf tak handsome. I kesian tgk bf diorg yg dah sacrifice mcm2. Mcm not worth it apa yg dia dah buat.

So,appreciatelah your bf yg dah try so hard on everything.Kalau betul dia tak syg lg,dah lama dia angkat kaki.Betul tak?
For what i have now,this all a luck for me. I should learn to love myself & others more...

On an unrelated story,my topic on 'THE IMPACT OF EXCHANGE RATE VOLATILITY ON INTERNATIONAL TRADE FLOWS' has been rejected by my dear lecturer.Hahaha...kene car tajuk lagih!Haih.