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Fuhhhhhh....ni kalo xtumbuh muscle xtau la i. Haha...since weekend hrtu i dah start berkemas. Kalini lambt sikit sebab i letih siang coz alya pnya time tdo dh berubah. Kdg2 tu dia terbgn time sahur. Kdg2 tdo lmbt so sahur dia tdo. Tdo i dh mcm ape dh. Kdg ble i bgn lmbt tu dr siang smpaila lps sahur br i dpt sleep. So ble i xthn sgt,siang lps alya lunch,i tdo je kt dpn dgn dia tgk tv. I makesure i xtdo mati. Mmg kerap terjaga,dgr je ape dia wat. Tdo yg setakat nk ilangkn ngantuk n letih. Salunya dia mmg xke mana. Ada je tepi2 i main.kalo ilang pn masuk blik computer je amik toys dia, blik lain,toilet,balkoni mmg dia xg. Lps bgn tdo,i berkemas2 n start masak buka. Mlm brlah ok nk wat itu ini.

So, hari sabtu,lps buka,i cuci 2 toilet. Puas hati blik air bersih berkilat. Siang nya i iron bj berpuloh helai. Ye puloh2 sbb iron skali bj keje encik suami. I kalo iron salunya skali iron tu mmg i ron byk2.xkuasa i hr2 nk mengiron. Membazir elektrik. Tp ni pn xabis iron. Tggl bj raya je xiron lg. i iron bj kelawar anak,tshirt2 dia,bj jln i etc. mn x berpuloh.lps iron,masak buka. Lps tu anak lak wat hal tdo lmbt. So bygkn la kepenatan i tu...smpai lps sahur br dpt tdo. Nangis!

Ahad siang g buka midvalley. Sebelum tu meround g cari tudung. Tp xjmpe. Pastu g tukar size gown alya. Pastu brlah ke midvalley. Nasib bwk stroller. Alya duduk je kt stroller. Ble masuk nk shopping kt mothercare n jusco br lah dia bising nk kua sbb nmpk toys! Nasib setakat nk pegang2 je. Setakat ni mmg cmtu la perangainya. Asal dpt pgg je dia ok. Nk kua ltk blk. Ble i tnya nk toys x,nk ni (i
pilihkn) jwpnnya selalu nanak! Bagusss anak. Dia jwb xnak sbb dia trlalu excited nmpk byk toys. So dia nk main sme. Xheran pn sama ada kte blikn / x. Sepjg jln dia behave sbb i suh dia mkn kinder egg. So khusyuk le dia mkn sndiri coklat tu.

Ble dh nk buka,spjg jln nk ke hotel,i ckp kt dia nnti alya sit ok.mama n papa nk mamam. Alya sit down tau. Nanak nangis2 ok...dlm ati dupdapdupdap aje....syukur....anak nk duduk n masuk tmpt mkn. Nk duduk i tnjuk tgk kakak/bb duduk je.pndai kn? Memula i suh pian amik ice cream. So dia behave mkn ice cream. Pastu pian g amik food. Ble dh buka,dia nmpk sme org mkn,dia ckp nk nasi. Time tu idp dh amikkn dh nasi ngn ayam grng utk dia. Byk la jugak dia mkn.bgusnyaaaaaaa. Ble dh lama mkn,meja sblah ada bdk jln2,dia sibuk turun kosi n jln2 jugak. Tp dkat2 ktaorg je. Dh lama tu brlah tnjuk nk g sana sini. Time tu dh nk abis mkn pn. Alhamdulillah....anak dh behave sikit2.

Sebelum kua uma,masa masakkn food dia,mmg mcm2 i doa. Risau tau ble anak xnk g sini,g situ...adala jugak dia jerit2 tu pn sbb nk turun stroller nk g kt tmpt toys. Alyakn terperap je kt uma. So ble kua,dia jd sgt excited. Nk g sana sini,nmpk bdk2 lain,nmpk toys...so i as a mom kena ajar mcm mn dia kena behave. Dia xpndai nk berkelakuan mcm mn ble kt luar. Ble jmpe kwn pn dia excited nk main sama tp xreti nk main sama2 mcm mn. I can see that....

InsyaAllah....makin besar nanti makin ok la dia. Kena byk2 doa n sabar. I know she's a good girl. Anak org lain blh behave duk diam,mungkin sbb dr kecik mmg salu bwk kua,bwk g mkn luar,husband rajin layan kerenah anak...alya xselalu mcm gitu. Dats y ble keluar umah dia mcm tu. i xsedih cuma i sedih tgk pemikiran org lain pk alya ni ........(hm isi le perkataan sndiri...xsanggup nk gunakn utk refer perngai anak sndiri mcm mn). But one thing i know,active kids is a smart kids. Dpd anak duk diam je mcm ape kn...xde perasaan. Yes i penat,i merungut,i letih but deep down inside i'm happy i penat utk anak i utk laki i....i ckp sekadar nk luahkn je yg i ni penat. Ble dpt luahkn rs mcm best. Bukan xsuka buat. Bukan xnk buat.

Mcm semalam...lps buka i rehat kjap. Then mlm i vacuum n mop umah. Pasang alas meja. Basuh bj 3 trip. Hm....bag xabih kemas lg. i try tdokn alya tp dia xnk. Penyudahnya pkl12am br tdo. Mtk2 masa
sahur dia tdo. Lega tgk uma dh bersih. Bj2 dh cuci.

Esk nk gerak blk jb dh....yey....byk bnda nk mkn kt jb...bestnya nk blk...sethn mcm 3x je blk jb. Sob..sob...mcm jauh je kn jb-kl.