I bet this would be the longest post I’ve ever wrote

Let’s recap what I’ve been doing during the past five days.

Thursday: Been busy editing my slides for viva.

Friday - Sunday: Erm, singgah ke KL. And no the plan was not to having fun but to ask Pian to help me on my thesis.

That Sunday night, I was already in Segamat. I thought I would hafal bagai nak rak la kan what I’m going to say for tomorrow, sekali, dok nonton cite wolverine. Blame Norli ( Wani’s friend) for merampas away my attention. Tapi start around 10pm kot, I read through all the things I’ve wrote. Takot weh. Okay, so my presentation was supposed to be at 12.30pm, and each student was given 40 minutes for the presentation. Tapi, I masuk present pukul 11.30am sebab my panels habiskan present for every students less than 40 minutes. Hm, tak cuak pulakkan. And, ditambah pulak…the other panel tu rupanya lect. statistic!!! And this info I dapat like an hour before I present. Lagilah cuakkan. Takot sebab if dapat lect. stat jadi panel, dia of coursela akan focus more on your findings aje. Lain dia tak amik tahu. And the other lect. tu I pernah ada class dengan dia. So she was like suka current issues. I know what I’m going to say la for my current issue. I thought of saying that Maybank and Public bank offers to the investors to open a gold saving passbook account and bla…bla..blaa..

Tapiiiii

Ha, here’s what really happened siang tadi:

Masuk dalam bilik tu je, hati a bit tenang melihatkan muka both of my panels senyum2 manis. Tapi tangan ni dah menggigil2. They asked my name and I bagi to them the marking sheets. Pastu, I start. Erm, I salah greet. It supposed to be good morning. Tapi I ckp good afternoon disebabkan time I yg sepatutnya ialah 12.30 pm. Dah dok practice camtu pastu jadi salahkan ditambah pulak dengan nervous. ( Saya masuk ke toilet twice before the presentation). Pastu nmpak la kan Cik Haslenda tu tgk jam dia. Haha. Whatever la. So the 1^st slide masih tak ditukar2 lagi. I noticed that both of them tengok semacam like “eh, budak ni lupa nak tukar slide ke?” But I buat tak tahu je until one of them cakap apa ntah. And then I said that no, this is my intro. The second slide would be my problem statement. Seriously macam kelakar sebab both of them dok tgk my slide yg hanya ada nama I, tajuk and my program. Haha. Tapi nak wat camne kan ada limit utk slides so tak blh la nak masukkan semua. Then while I was presenting tu, Both of them dah dok berbincang2, ckp2 something. In my mind satu je…habis la aku…ada benda diorg nak tanya nih. And there I go..bla..bla..bla..sampai slide yang terakhir. And soalan yang pertama ialah….

Cik Haslenda tu suruh I bukak my findings punya slides. Hm, ada 1 benda kat situ yg I salah. That 1 question took around 25 minutes I guess. Lama gila. Nasib I bawa data I and dia explain benda yang betul to me. Both of them sangat baik. Siap ajar I camne nak buat. Rasa dah macam dalam class pulak. Cik Wan kata tak u jangan risau, u punya interpretation betul tapi bila nak fahamkan no. tu dia macam tak logic. And I’m not aware of converting the Consumer price index and KLCI into ringgit. So dia kata u kene standardize kan. Bila I tanya Cik Haslenda tu macam mana nak convert, Cik Wan kata, ha u ajar la dia sikit. Macam Sangat baik. Tak macam Wani, kene marah2 dengan panel dia. The lect asked things like u guna apa nih? Kenapa u tak guna method ni? dengan suara yang garang + menengking. I’m lucky!

And…Cik Wan said that my topic is interesting and this is like a new knowledge. Yela sebab dia memang suka current issue pon. Dulu masa I kene present dalam class dia pun I dapat topic on current issue. Hm…tapi masa dalam bilik tu memang rasa cam calm je sebab both of them sangat lembut je cakap. =)

Tapi……

Keluar sahaja dari bilik itu, you know what I did?? I cried. Sambil berjalan menuju pulang ke kolej dan sambil bercakap di telefon bersama Pian. Lantakla apa org nak kata. Yelah mana tak sedih weh. Data I salah. Cik Haslenda tu kata mungkin you tak tahu or terlepas pandang sebab tak convert tu. I got a mixed feeling for this la. Rasanya it turns out ok sebab they said its interesting, cara I interprete betul. Tapi markah I akan kurang on relevancy,accuracy of data and completeness kot. Saya yakin dapat markah utk yg lain2 tu such as – confidence, eye contact- (saja nak mention) I siap tenung diorg ok. Bagi diorg rasa yang I ni bercakap dengan diorg. hehe. Erm lagi marks utk maybe a good intonation, punctual dah memang la kan. And so on…overall is 15% je.

Hm, I hope I get good marks. Nak A. Tapikan mesti Cik Wan tu kata hish, gf si Pian ni present macam apa. You know why? sebab dia tahu I dengan Pian couple tapi tak tahulakan dia ingat tidak. Pastu masa Pian present dulu pun, dia yang jadi panelnya. AND MY PIAN dapat the highest mark utk presentation thesis dia secara keseluruhan. Semua org jealous…hm, I hope kalo tak highest pun, biarla dapat 70 above kan.

So now, I kene edit balik my chapter 4 je and run balik test ni. Sunday ni kene pergi lagi utk hantar binding. After that, the lect kata, you dah blh considered you dah grad. Dah habis. Finish. Aman.

Aahhh cepatlah hari itu hadir. Aku tak sabar. Yang org lain ada yang tak payah betulkan balik dah boleh senang hatila kan. Tapi ada jugak yang kene set date utk present semula sebab pendrive tak boleh bukak. Tak ke sengal. Before tu lect. dah ingatkan dah wat backup dalam CD ke. I siap buat dalam 3 pendrive. Ah, lantaklah. Yang penting dah kurang satu beban.